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点击复制Trauma (Explicit) - Meek Mill
Used to be a dreamer
我曾经是个梦想家
Dreamin' of a fire
梦见我变成一团火焰
Uh my mama used to pray that she'd see me in Yale
我妈妈曾经祈祷 希望能在耶鲁大学里见到我
It's f**ked up she gotta see me in jail
真是糟糕 她要来监狱里看我
On the visit with Lil Papi it hurt even though I seemed to be well
带着我儿子Lil Papi来探视我 我伤心不已可还是要假装坚强
They got a smoker with a key to my cell d**n
他们找到一拿着我牢房钥匙的烟鬼
And even worst my judge black don't wanna see me do well
最糟糕的是 审判我的法官不想看见我改过自新
It's either that or black people for sale
要么是其他人种 要么是黑人被出卖
Gave me two to four years like f**k your life meet me in hell
判我两到四年的刑期 仿佛在说搅乱你的人生 我们在地狱见
And let it burn like Lucifer you look even stupider
像路西法一样心狠手辣 你看上更傻
Tryna impress them people in power when power abusin' us
当权力被滥用 试图用手中的权力给别人留下深刻印象
For 44 dollars a hour you coward they using ya
为了44美元的时薪 你这个胆小鬼 他们在利用你
Is it self-hate that made you send me upstate
是因为自我憎恨让你把我送到偏僻的地方
This where the so-called real n***as sweeping up for cupcakes
这些所谓血性十足的兄弟 卖力工作 换取微薄的工资
And that's your phone time if you ain't got no money you ain't online
这是属于你的通话时间 要是你没钱 你就不能打电话
Hey call your son call your daughter just to wish them more prime
给你的儿子女儿打个电话 只希望他们振作精神
Oh God don't let them streets get a hold of 'em
上帝 别让他们重蹈覆辙 混迹街头
Your daughter f**kin' now it's gon be a cold summer
你的女儿和坏人为伍 如今将会是让人心寒的夏天
Your son trapping and your homie giving O's to him
你的儿子身陷囹圄 你的兄弟让他误入歧途
And if he f**k that paper up he puttin' holes through him
如果他把一切搞砸了 他会遭受迫害
And you just wanna make it home so you can show it to him
你只想赶紧回家 对他谆谆教导
And them people ain't finna give no parole to ya
可那些人不会给你假释 让你出狱
They want blood we all hangin' with a noose on our neck
他们想要流血牺牲 我们的脖子上套着绞刑套索
My celly mom just died he wanna use my collect
我狱友的妈妈刚刚过世 他想用我宝贵的通话时间
And he won't make it to the wake unless he give 'em a check
他求助无门 除非他掏出一张支票
We still n***as though what you expect
我们还是老样子 你在期待什么
I just won
我只是赢了
I was on the corner with the reefa
我曾经在街头卖“货”
And they got us warring for our freedom
他们鼓励我们为自由而战
See my brother blood on the pavement
看见我哥哥倒在人行道上的血泊里
How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil
清晨醒来时 你会感到内心充满罪恶
Uhh trauma
无法愈合的创伤
When them d**gs got a hold of your mama
当你的妈妈沉迷**
And the judge got a hold on your father
法官审判你的爸爸
Go to school bullet holes in the locker
走进学校 储物柜上布满弹孔
Ain't no PTSDs them d**gs keep it at ease
不是应激反应 他们靠药物麻痹自己
They shot that boy 20 times when they could've told him just freeze
他们朝那个男孩连开20枪 他们本可以叫他站住别动
Could've put him in a cop car but they let him just bleed
本可以把他带上警车 可他们让他鲜血淋漓
The ambulance they coming baby just breathe
他们叫来了救护车 宝贝 深呼吸
That's what the old lady said when she screamed
这是那位老太太亲口说的 她惊声尖叫
This nightmare on Elm Street Friday the 13th
比看到《猛鬼街》和《黑色星期五》时的尖叫声还要瘆人
And in the 13th amendment it don't say that we kings
在宪法的13号修正案里 没有说我们像国王一样至高无上
They say that we legally slaves if we go to the bing
如果我们被关进监狱 我们就是合法的奴隶
They told Kaep' stand up if you wanna play for a team
他们警告Colin Kaepernick 如果你想继续为团队效力 你就得站起来
And all his teammates ain't saying a thing stay woke
他所有的队友保持缄默 一言不发
If you don't stand for nothing you gon' fall for something
如果你毫无立场 你会成为墙头草
And in the 60's if you kneeled you'd prolly be killed
在60年代 如果你下跪 你有可能因此丧命
But they don't kill you now they just take you out of your deal
如今 他们不会干掉你 只会将你排除在外 让你四处碰壁
Kill your account look where money get spilled
注销你的账户 看看你的钱都花到哪里去了
Check it and they don't kill you now
确认一下 他们不会干掉你
They just take you out of your deal
只会将你排除在外 让你四处碰壁
Kill your account look where money get spilled
注销你的账户 看看你的钱都花到哪里去了
I just won
我只是赢了
I was on the corner with the reefa
我曾经在街头卖“货”
And they got us warring for our freedom
他们鼓励我们为自由而战
See my brother blood on the pavement
看见我哥哥倒在人行道上的血泊里
How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil
清晨醒来时 你会感到内心充满罪恶
Uhh trauma
无法愈合的创伤
When them d**gs got a hold of your mama
当你的妈妈沉迷**
And the judge got a hold on your father
法官审判你的爸爸
Go to school bullet holes in the locker
走进学校 储物柜上布满弹孔
How many times you send me to jail to know that I won't fail
你要多少次把我关进监狱才知道我不会失败
Invisible shackles on the king 'cause s**t I'm on bail
无形的枷锁戴在王者的身上 因为我得到保释
I went from selling out arenas now s**t I'm on sale
以前我售卖演唱门票 现在我沦为阶下囚 任人宰割
Them cold nights starting to feel like hell uhh
捱过寒冷无比的夜晚 我开始觉得这是人间炼狱
Watching a black woman take my freedom
眼睁睁地看着黑人女法官剥夺我的自由
Almost made me hate my people
差一点点让我和同胞反目成仇
When they label you felon it's like they telling you they not equal
当他们给你留下重刑犯的案底 仿佛在告诉你 今后你会饱受歧视
11 years going to court knowing they might keep you or drive you crazy
11年上法庭的经验 知道他们可能让你发疯
23 hours in a cell somebody save me
一天里有23个小时待在暗无天日的牢房里 谁能拯救我
I'm on a jail call trying to explain it to my baby
我在监狱给家人打个电话 试图向我亲爱的孩子解释
I gotta do the calendar twice and that's a maybe
我要把日历翻两遍才能出狱 不过只是有可能
Trauma
无法愈合的创伤
I just won
我只是赢了
I was on the corner with the reefa
我曾经在街头卖“货”
And they got us warring for our freedom
他们鼓励我们为自由而战
See my brother blood on the pavement
看见我哥哥倒在人行道上的血泊里
How you wake up in the mornin' feelin' evil
清晨醒来时 你会感到内心充满罪恶
Uhh trauma
无法愈合的创伤
When them d**gs got a hold of your mama
当你的妈妈沉迷**
And the judge got a hold on your father
法官审判你的爸爸
Go to school bullet holes in the locker
走进学校 储物柜上布满弹孔