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点击复制Wish I felt Something - Soul Blues Icon
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
I woke up today
今日我醒来
and nothing felt wrong
不觉有何不妥
but nothing felt right either
却也毫无欢欣
just the same dull quiet
只剩那般死寂
felt in the corners of the room
萦绕房间角落
the same stillness in my chest
胸中亦是这般寂然
where my heartbeat
那曾是心跳的所在
used to feel out
曾清晰可感
People think pain
人们以为痛苦
is the hardest thing to carry
是最难以承受的负荷
but numbness
但麻木
numbness is worse
却更甚于此
It's waking up
那感觉就像醒来
and feeling like your life
却感觉自己的生命
doesn't touch you anymore
再也无法触及你
like you're watching yourself
仿佛你只是旁观着自己
from across the room
隔着整个房间
waiting for something
等待某个信号
to break through the glass
击碎那层玻璃
I used to cry
我曾为之落泪
I used to laugh
我曾为之欢颜
I used to feel the world
我曾真切感受世间万物
hit me like weather
如天气般无常冲击
Now I just stare
如今我只是凝望
through my own reflection
透过自己的倒影
like it's someone else
仿佛那是另一个人
Living my life
就这样度过我的生命
Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay
人们不断询问我是否无恙
I keep saying I'm tired
我总是回答我很疲惫
because it's easier
因为这比坦白更简单
than saying I don't feel anything
好过承认我已麻木不仁
I wish I felt something
多希望我能重获感知
anger, joy, heartbreak, hope
愤怒 喜悦 心碎 希望
anything that reminds me
所有唤醒我的记忆
I'm still in here somewhere
我仍在此处 未曾离去
I'm tired of floating
厌倦了随波逐流
through my own days
在日复一日的时光里
tired of pretending
厌倦了强颜欢笑
the silence isn't swallowing me whole
沉默正将我彻底吞没
I'm not broken, just disconnected
我并非支离破碎 只是与世界失联
and I'm begging my heart to make a sound
我祈求我的心能发出声响
just to prove
只为证明
it's still mine
它仍属于我
I go through the motions
我机械地重复着日常
the work, the conversations
工作 交谈
the smiles on command
强颜欢笑
but everything hits me like a whisper
但所有感受都如呢喃细语
I can't quite hear
模糊不清
You asked me last night
你昨夜曾问我
if I still loved you
是否依然爱你
and God, I wanted to answer you with fire
天啊 我多想用烈火般的热情回应你
with feeling, with something real
用真切的感受 用真实的自己
but the words got stuck
可话语却哽在喉间
in the numbness I'm trapped in
困于我深陷的麻木之中
It's not that I don't love you
不是我不再爱你
it's that the part of me that knows how to feel
而是我感受爱的能力
is buried under months
被数月时光掩埋
of holding it together
勉强维系着一切
when I should have fallen apart
本该早已崩溃的我
Sometimes healing
有时疗愈的模样
looks like breaking
看似破碎
and I haven't broken yet
可我至今仍未崩塌
I've just gone quiet
只是归于一片沉寂
I wish I felt something
多希望我能重获感知
a spark, a wave, a crack in this frozen place
一丝火花，一缕涟漪，在这冰封之地一道裂隙
inside my chest
在我心底深处
I'm trying to wake myself up
我试图唤醒沉睡的灵魂
trying to shake the numb out
努力驱散这挥之不去的麻木
but it clings like a second skin
它却如影随形，紧附我身
I want to feel you, feel me
我渴望感受你，感受我
feel anything that proves I'm not fading
感受任何能证明我依然存在的痕迹
I know this isn't forever
我知道，这份冰冷不会永驻
I know numbness
我深知这麻木之感
is the body's way of saying your heart is exhausted
是身体在诉说 心已疲惫不堪
I know eventually
我明白终有一天
something small will break through
会有微光穿透黑暗
a song, a memory, a touch, a moment
或是一首歌 一段回忆 一次触碰 一个瞬间
And when it does, I'll hold on to it
当它降临 我将紧紧抓住
follow it
随之而去
let it lead me back
任它引我归途
to the version of myself
致那个不同版本的我
who still feels everything too deeply
那个仍能深切感受一切的我
I haven't lost him
我不曾将他遗失
He's resting
他只是在休憩
he's rebuilding
他在积蓄力量
he's waiting for the right moment
他在等待一个恰如其分的时刻
to come home
重返家园
I wish I felt something
多希望我能重获感知
and I will
我会的
maybe not today
也许不是今天
maybe not tomorrow
也许不是明天
but numbness is just a quiet chapter
但麻木不过是寂静的篇章
not the ending
并非结局
I'll find my way back
我会找回自我
slowly, softly, honestly
缓缓地 轻轻地 真心地
and when the feeling returns
当感觉重新归来时
I'll welcome it
我将欣然迎接
like the first breath after being underwater too long
如同在水下太久后，重获的第一口呼吸
I'm still here
我仍旧存在
even if I can't feel it yet
即便此刻，我仍未感受到