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I have been hiding my most authentic self all these years
这些年我始终隐藏着最真实的自己
Let go of things that cannot be let go of
放不下那些无法释怀的过往
Unable to breathe in the crowd
在人群中窒息般挣扎
Lost oneself
迷失了自我
Lost oneself
迷失了自我
After leaving the medication
离开药物依赖后
I'm confused
我陷入迷惘
Trembling and curled up in the corner
颤抖着蜷缩在角落
Have you ever thought about jumping off the rooftop
可曾想过纵身跃下天台
Get out of this terrible crowd
逃离这令人窒息的喧嚣
I have also thought about walking step by step into the embrace of the ocean
我也曾想一步步走进海洋怀抱
Let the cold seawater slowly submerge oneself
任冰冷海水将自我缓缓吞没
After committing suicide that day
那天自杀未遂后
Waking up in the emergency room myself
在急诊室独自醒来
Look at the ceiling
望着苍白天花板
There's nothing worth thinking about in my mind
脑海中空无一物可念
I concealed my illness from my mother for a long time
长久以来 我向母亲隐瞒着病痛
I dare not tell her about my depression
不敢诉说内心的抑郁阴霾
I'm afraid she won't believe it or won't believe it at all
怕她不愿相信 或根本不会理解
Oh the ocean
噢 大海啊
Feel free to get angry
尽情咆哮吧
No one will blame you
没人会责怪你
Show off your power to the fullest
将你的力量彻底释放
Let people see your surge
让人们见证你的汹涌澎湃
Then he stepped back step by step and dared not approach
他一步步后退 不敢靠近
My dream
我的梦想
How can I persist
我该如何坚持
Continuous creation wastes countless sheets of paper and pens
不断创作 耗尽无数纸笔
Should we stop here and make him a hobby
是否该就此止步 让它沦为消遣
That's it
就这样吧
But isn't this worthy of the self who works day and night
可怎能辜负日夜奋战的自己
That night I felt drowsy and couldn't breathe
那夜昏沉窒息 难以呼吸
A person in the hospital watching the stars
医院里仰望星空的人
Feeling an unprecedented loneliness
感受着前所未有的孤独
Fortunately there is a cold wind blowing in my ear warming my heart
幸有寒风吹过耳畔 温暖我心房
After cutting through the artery
当鲜血划破动脉后
I was pushed into the operating room
我被推进手术室
After being reborn once I decided to give up
重生一次的我曾想放弃
But I still carry my guitar and wear headphones every day
却仍每日背着吉他戴着耳机
Looking at the microphone already covered in dust I started blaming myself again
望着蒙尘的麦克风 又开始自责
Why are you so incompetent
为何如此无能为力
Oh the ocean
噢 大海啊
Feel free to get angry
尽情咆哮吧
No one will blame you
没人会责怪你
Show off your power to the fullest
将你的力量彻底释放
Let people see your surge
让人们见证你的汹涌澎湃
Then he stepped back step by step and dared not approach
他一步步后退 不敢靠近
My dream
我的梦想
How can I persist
我该如何坚持
Continuous creation wastes countless sheets of paper and pens
不断创作 耗尽无数纸笔
Should we stop here and make him a hobby
是否该就此止步 让它沦为消遣
That's it
就这样吧
But isn't this worthy of the self who works day and night
可怎能辜负日夜奋战的自己
My dream
我的梦想
I will never give up
我绝不轻言放弃
Even if I become a madman isolated from the world obsessed with music
哪怕沦为痴狂的疯子 与世隔绝只为音乐沉溺
Even if you're penniless it's okay
即便身无分文也无妨
My dream
我的梦想
Even if you are so far away from me
纵然你我相隔万里
But you are still in my heart
你仍在我心底燃烧
Burning fiercely it occupies my entire heart
炽烈火焰占据我整颗心脏
Let me sacrifice for you
让我为你献祭所有
My dream
我的梦想
Let me keep creating
让我继续创作
Let the night devour everything about me
任凭黑夜吞噬我的一切
Only mortal bodies remain in the room
房间里只余凡躯残存
My dream
我的梦