Eyes red
Calendar full of regrets
Sleep dodgin' me like a debt
Voice in my skull takin' bets
Black hoodie, jaw tight, no grin
Whole past like a blade on skin
Phone buzz, let it ring, don't care
Trust got a limp, needs care
Heart like a locked-up basement
Cold floor, cracked paint, still vacant
All of these ghosts in the rafters complainin'
Tell me I'm cursed but I feel like I chose it (yeah)
Walk through the dark I came with
Both hands stained from the hatred
If I get lost in the shadow I made, then
Bury my name where the night don't fade
Talk tough, they fold on impact
Mine stay sit in my ribcage, intact
Fear on sale, they flip that syntax
I sell scars, every bar's a chin strap
Street signs blur in the rain
Wipe my face, can't tell tears from the stain
Mama prayin' I can change my ways
But I'm married to the hunger, wore black at the wedding day
Heart like a locked-up basement
Cold floor, cracked paint, still vacant
All of these ghosts in the rafters complainin'
Tell me I'm cursed but I feel like I chose it (I chose it)
Walk through the dark I came with
Both hands stained from the hatred
If I get lost in the shadow I made, then
Bury my name where the night don't fade (don't fade)