The sun is shining but I don’t feel its warmth
The light is on but I’m standing in the dark
The path is straight but I keep going astray
I’m hurt as hell, but I can’t bring myself to pray
This house feels big without you in it
Stayed in one corner but my world revolved around it
Must have been nice if you stayed longer
Must have been wise if I spent time better
The music plays loud
But all I hear is silence
You made no sound
But your heart is not quiet
They say fear not, you can age with grace
I say they don’t know what it’s like to live at your pace
Too many warning signs
That you miss all of them
Too many retold stories
That you recall none of them
There was once a smile, a little hi
‘Til you wake up one morning
And all that’s left is goodbye
Jack of all trades, master of none?
Clearly they haven’t known my mom
There you are, there you go
Here I am under the snow
Locked in time moving so slow
Is a broken heart you’ll never know
You’re above the highs, I’m beneath the lows
I honor you with claps while I take the blows
Now fly high Ester, oh look at you go!
You burn like rocket fire, look at you glow!
May your words live in me, in all that I know
And when it's my turn, I will give you a show