I'm Not Okay - ArlenaZara
I saw a message flash up on your screen
Just a name but you acted so mean
You grabbed your phone and turned away
Said it's no one babe but I knew you'd stray
My heart already knew before my mind would let it show
You came home late with a smile I didn't recognize
A far off glint in your eyes
I asked you day you said it was fine
But I could smell her perfume
Like a twisted sign
You kissed my head went to take a shower
And I just sat there losing all my power
Cause I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You gave your love to her and threw mine away
How could you hold me and lie to my face
Tear down my world and leave no trace
I'm not okay no
I'm not okay
I think of all the nights I waited up for you
Believing every lie thinking we'd make it through
You said I was crazy paranoid and wrong
But my girl was writing this whole sad song
Now I'm left with the silence and the half empty space
And the lipstick I found in our special place
Cause I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You gave your love to her and threw mine away
How could you hold me and lie to my face
Tear down my world and leave no trace
I'm not okay no
I'm not okay
I gave you everything I had
The good the real the best of me
You took it all and left me sad
With just your ghost for company
Hope she was worth it
I hope you're happy now
But I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You gave your love to her
I have nothing to say
How could you hold me and lie to my face
You wanted her and I'm the one you erased
I'm not okay
I'm not okay