I Don't Care Anymore - ArlenaZara
Woke up this morning, looked in the mirror's haze
Another day begins, lost in a monochrome maze
The phone didn't ring at ten past eight
Doesn't matter now, I locked the garden gate
I used to trace the lines in my palm to see what fate had planned
Now I just watch the sand slip right through my hand
My heart's a boarded-up house on a street I can't define
I used to scream your name but now I'm past the sign
Cause I don't care anymore
Not about the stars or the rain
Not about the sunshine or the bitter, biting pain
You broke the compass, tore the map, and vanished in the air
And I'm too tired to chase you
Too exhausted to despair
Let the world just burn, let the colors fade to gray
I don't care anymore, I just exist today
The playlist still sits there, titled "Us Forever True"
I could delete it, but what difference would it do?
The apathy's a blanket, heavy and made of lead
Numbing every single thing that runs inside my head
My friends call up and ask me if I'm coming out tonight
I tell them I'm just busy, everything's alright
But the truth is I can't feel the pull of happiness or dread
Just empty space where all my hopes for us once fed
Cause I don't care anymore
Not about the stars or the rain
Not about the sunshine or the bitter, biting pain
You broke the compass, tore the map, and vanished in the air
And I'm too tired to chase you
Too exhausted to despair
Let the world just burn, let the colors fade to gray
They say time heals everything, but the clock just stopped for me
Stuck in this moment of quiet, lonely agony
The memories flicker like a weak and dying flame
But even those don't stir a feeling, just an empty fame
I used to build castles in the air with dreams of you and me
Now the foundations crumble, buried in the sea
Cause I don't care anymore
Not about the stars or the rain
Not about the sunshine or the bitter, biting pain
You broke the compass, tore the map, and vanished in the air
And I'm too tired to chase you
Too exhausted to despair
Let the world just burn, let the colors fade to gray
I don't care anymore
Just exist today
Nothing left to lose, nothing left to say
I don't care anymore
Not anymore