I never thought I'd be so mean
我从未想过我会如此刻薄
Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
从未想过十九岁的我会孤身一人
All the sounds are in my head again head again
所有的声音再次萦绕在我的脑海里
And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
所有的想法在我脑海里翻腾消失不见
Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain
宁愿做个也不要做个理智的人宁愿麻木不仁也不要痛苦万分
But you can see all the things I'm going through
但你可以看到我经历的一切
Rather be dumb than sane rather be numb than in pain
宁愿做个也不要做个理智的人宁愿麻木不仁也不要痛苦万分
But you can see all the s**t I'm going through
但你可以看到我经历的痛苦
No no no no no no I hide my pain inside
我把痛苦埋藏在心底
No no no no no no I bleed to feel alive
我鲜血淋漓感觉充满活力
Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside
我的心已经死去
Nah nah nah makes it hard to survive
让我难以存活
No you can't find my reasons no you can't find my pain
你找不出我的理由你找不到我的痛苦
We all got lost in Jesus but he can't take away my pain
我们都迷失在耶稣里但他无法带走我的痛苦
I'm looking for something more
我在寻找更美好的东西
So take me away from out the door
所以带我远离尘世的喧嚣
Now I'm looking for you outside to say
现在我在外面找你说
No no no no no no I hide my pain inside
我把痛苦埋藏在心底
No no no no no no we bleed to feel alive
我们鲜血淋漓才能感受到活着的感觉
Oh oh oh oh oh oh I am dead inside
我的心已经死去
Nah nah nah
No I can't take it
我无法承受
All of these memories
所有的回忆
I can't fake it
我无法伪装
I'm trying but I am dying
我拼尽全力可我奄奄一息
I just want to
我只想
All just be myself
做我自己就好
I have tried to but now I am someone else
我尽力了但现在我变了一个人
No no no no no no so please be kind
所以请你善良一点
No no no no no no I'm losing my mind
我快要失去理智
No no no no no no I'm really not fine
我真的一点都不好
Oh no I'm really not fine
我真的一点都不好
We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods
我们生活的这个时代**和恐怖就是上帝
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我们生活在一个身体缺陷的时代
We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods
我们生活的这个时代**和恐怖就是上帝
We live in an age
我们生活在一个时代
We live in an age
我们生活在一个时代
We live in an age where s*x and horrors are Gods
我们生活的这个时代**和恐怖就是上帝
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我们生活在一个身体缺陷的时代
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我们生活在一个身体缺陷的时代
Are flawed
都有缺陷
No I can't take it
我无法承受
All of these memories
所有的回忆
I can't fake it
我无法伪装
I'm trying but I am dying
我拼尽全力可我奄奄一息
I just want to
我只想
All just be myself
做我自己就好
I have tried to but now I am someone else
我尽力了但现在我变了一个人