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Depression - Dax
Lyrics by：Daniel Nwosu Jr.
Composed by：Daniel Nwosu Jr.
I can't find myself
我无法找到自我
I get lost inside my brain
我迷失在我的脑海里
I think I might need help
我觉得我需要帮助
But I pushed all of 'em away
但我把他们从我身边推开
I took the cards they dealt
我拿走他们分发的牌
And there's nothin' I can change
我无法改变任何东西
So when I'm by myself
所以当我孑然一身时
I just pray for brighter days
我只是为美好的日子祈祷
Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
有时候我坐下来回忆那些美好的时光
Wish I could get those back
多么希望我可以让时光倒流
I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
这些事情萦绕在我的脑海里
And they go on these tracks
在歌里发泄我的情绪
I'm not ready to erase all my memories
我还没有准备好抹去我所有的记忆
Hmm I fight depression
我和抑郁症抗争
And I let it get the best of me
而我快要输得一败涂地
Now there's nowhere to run nowhere to go
现在我无处可逃 无处可去
Look around there's liquor bottles all on the floor
环顾四周 地上到处都是酒瓶
Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
填补我内心和我家里的空白
Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone
沉浸在这些思绪之中 直到留下我孤身一人
I can't find myself
我无法找到自我
I get lost inside my brain
我迷失在我的脑海里
Think I might need help
我觉得我需要帮助
But I pushed all of 'em away
但我把他们从我身边推开
I took the cards they dealt
我拿走他们分发的牌
And there's nothin' I can change
我无法改变任何东西
So when I'm by myself
所以当我孑然一身时
I just pray for brighter days
我只是为美好的日子祈祷
These thoughts are drainin' all my energy
这些想法快要耗尽我的精力
I try to tell 'em to God they said I'm goin' insane
我向上帝倾诉心声 他们说我快失去理智
And then they recommended therapy
他们建议我接受治疗
And I go and talk to a man
我跟一个男人交谈
Who's gettin' paid to explain
他需要付钱才能解释原因
He started sayin' that
他开始说
The chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
化学失衡就是原因所在 造成我的脑袋
Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on
无法体会到继续前进所带来的成就
All in life and passive things in my heart cannot contain
我的心无法承受生活中发生的一切和消失的事情
So that happiness won't sustain
所以幸福转瞬即逝
And he read me my options
他向我宣读我的选择
He said here goes a pill only take two eat a meal
他说这种药吃过饭后服用两片就好了
And they don't know how I feel
他们不知道我的真实感受
I can't find myself
我无法找到自我
I get lost inside my brain
我迷失在我的脑海里
Think I might need help
我觉得我需要帮助
But I pushed all of 'em away
但我把他们从我身边推开
I took the cards they dealt
我拿走他们分发的牌
And there's nothin' I can change
我无法改变任何东西
So when I'm by myself
所以当我孑然一身时
I just pray for brighter days
我只是为美好的日子祈祷
Should I drown all these thoughts
我是否应该淹没这些想法
Or should I leave 'em to float
或者是否任其漂荡在脑海里
I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
我让所有缺点都藏在这艘船里
I've been anchored in pain
我在痛苦中挣扎
The weight is makin' me choke
重担让我喘不过气来
It's gettin' harder to breathe
呼吸变得越来越困难
It's pullin' right at my throat
让我如鲠在喉
I've been hopin' for change
我一直希望有所改变
But don't know how to restart
但不知道如何重新开始
They say you ain't a man
他们说你不是个男人
When you're exposin' your heart
当你敞开心扉
Then they say you insane
他们说你丧失理智
Until it tears you apart
直到你因此支离破碎
And then it cuts you so deep
这一切深深伤害了你
And they can tell by the scars
他们可以通过伤疤看出来
We can only see change
我们只能看到变化
When we accept who we are
当我们接受自己
Try to run from the shame
试图逃避羞愧
And you will never get far
你永远无法走向远方
Don't you bottle the pain
不要压抑自己的痛苦
And live your life in the dark
在黑暗中过着你的生活
You're meant to break
你注定摧毁一切
From those chains and shine as bright as a star
挣脱枷锁 如星星一般闪闪发光
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
永远不要告诉你自己你的抑郁情绪
Is the reason you won't make it
就是你无法取得成功的原因
Or that happiness is not in your cards
或者你永远无法获得幸福
With our God you can beat all the odds
上帝与我们同在 你可以战胜所有困难
Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
请保持信念 你永远不会迷失方向 呢喃着
I can't find myself
我无法找到自我
I get lost inside my brain
我迷失在我的脑海里
Think I might need help
我觉得我需要帮助
But I pushed all of 'em away
但我把他们从我身边推开
I took the cards they dealt
我拿走他们分发的牌
And there's nothin' I can change
我无法改变任何东西
So when I'm by myself
所以当我孑然一身时
I just pray for brighter days
我只是为美好的日子祈祷