Six months has been and I'm still sick of everything
已经过去六个月了我还是厌倦了这一切
That makes you smile
让你微笑
I've been here before
我以前经历过
I'm just hoping this will die down
我只希望这一切能平息
But I've learned from experience
但我已经吸取了教训
That love is a risk
爱情是一种冒险
And I'm just hoping you're hearing this
我只希望你能听到
So maybe you'll know
也许你会明白
Just how it feels to be sitting here
坐在这里是什么感觉
Wide awake and far from dreaming
清醒着远离梦想
Don't tell me that I'll be fine
别告诉我我会安然无恙
My broken bones are caving in
我粉身碎骨
I feel you crawl beneath my skin
我感觉你在我的皮囊之下爬行
You went and f**ked this up
你把一切都搞砸了
'Cuz you couldn't keep your legs shut
因为你无法闭上你的双腿
And you'll find me burning bridges
你会发现我破釜沉舟
Searching for some sense of distance
寻找一点距离感
Tearing out post trauma stitches
撕裂伤口留下的伤口
That held me together
让我重振旗鼓
So far gone my mind is racing
一去不复返我思绪万千
Back and forth I can't stop pacing
来回拉扯我无法停止踱步
Thinking where we could have been
想着我们本可以去往何处
If you'd just braved the weather
如果你勇敢面对风风雨雨
F**k his car and f**k his money
去他的车和他的钱
He might pay for you but he's got nothing
他可能会为你付出代价可他一无所有
I won't be in sight when you realize that
当你意识到这一点时我就消失得无影无踪
I might just have been a more stable support
我可能会给你更坚实的依靠
To the life that you'll build
为你亲手打造的人生
When he cuts himself short
当他自暴自弃
Don't tell me that I'll be fine
别告诉我我会安然无恙
I'm so sick of hoping you're right
我厌倦了希望你是对的
And you'll find me burning bridges
你会发现我破釜沉舟
Searching for some sense of distance
寻找一点距离感
Tearing out post trauma stitches
撕裂伤口留下的伤口
That held me together
让我重振旗鼓
So far gone my mind is racing
一去不复返我思绪万千
Back and forth I can't stop pacing
来回拉扯我无法停止踱步
Thinking where we could have been
想着我们本可以去往何处
If you'd just braved the weather
如果你勇敢面对风风雨雨
Take all I am
带走我的一切
Tear me into pieces
将我撕成碎片
Deconstruct my bones and tell me
让我支离破碎告诉我
You still don't know who I am
你还是不知道我是谁
You've got some nerve thinking we could be friends
你真有胆量以为我们可以做朋友
Well what did you expect a f**king compliment
你还指望我给你什么称赞
So take what's left of me
所以带走我剩下的一切吧
A broken fragment from before
以前的碎片
I guess I'll try to be the best I can without you
我想没有你我会尽我所能做到最好
I know I'll find myself along this beaten track
我知道我会在这条路上找到自己
I'll have to let you go
我必须让你走
And let these ghosts stay in the past
让这些回忆留在过去
So take what's left of me
所以带走我剩下的一切吧
A broken fragment from before
以前的碎片
I guess I'll try to be the best
我想我会努力做最好的自己
I can without you
没有你我也可以
I know I'll find myself
我知道我会找到自我
A long this beaten track
一条长长的路
I'll have to let you go
我必须让你走
And let these ghosts stay in the past
让这些回忆留在过去
I guess I'll be fine
我想我会安然无恙