Life of the Spider (Draft) - Halsey
TME享有本翻译作品的著作权
Lyrics by:Halsey
Composed by:Halsey
Produced by:Halsey
It's 4 in the morning
现在是凌晨四点
And I'm laying with my head against the toilet seat
我浑浑噩噩地靠着马桶 枯坐在地上
For several days now I've been living here
这几天我一直住在这里
Too tired to sleep too sick to eat
太过疲倦无法入睡 太过难受 什么都吃不下
I feel like a monster and it doesn't help that
我觉得自己像个怪物 但这也阻止不了
You will treat me like I've got the venom in my teeth
你把我当作毒蛇一样对待
'Cause I'm the spider in your bathroom
因为我是你浴室里的蜘蛛
I'm the shadow on the tile
我是映在瓷砖上的阴影
I came for shelter from the cold and I thought I'd stay a while
我要在这里躲避严寒 我想我会多留一会儿
I'm only small I'm only weak
我如此渺小 羸弱不堪
And you jump at the sight of me
你一看到我 就吓了一跳
You'll kill me when I least expect it
你会出其不意地杀死我
God how could I even think of
天哪 我怎敢去想
Daring to exist
妄想苟活于世
Looking just like this
看上去简直一团糟
I'm hideous
我丑陋不堪
I'm nothing but legs they used to say
他们曾经说过 我全身上下只有腿美
I'm nothing but skin and bones these days
但这些日子以来 我已经骨瘦如柴
You dangle me high over the drain
你把我吊在排水管道上
And tell me I'm lucky you don't drop me there and
还恬不知耻地对我说 我很幸运 你没有丢下我
Let me wash away
任我自生自灭
Or put me on display
或者让我置身名利场
By trapping me forever between a glass and a dinner plate
当作陈列在杯盘之间 任人观看的展示品
'Cause I'm the spider in your kitchen
因为我是你厨房里的蜘蛛
Weaving webs through every year
年复一年地编织着自己的网
And I worked real hard on the last one
我拼尽全力编织最后这张网
But the last one got me here
但却落得这样的结局
I'm minding my own business
我要专注自己的事业
But my presence makes you curse
但我的存在就会让你愤怒
I should be getting better but I'm only getting worse
我本该好起来 但却越陷越深
And God how dare I even think of choosing here to die
上帝 我怎敢考虑就此赴死
'Cause then I'm just a problem that you have to take outside
因为如果我这样做的话 那你就必须出去才能解决我这个麻烦
And I know you hate the sight of me
我知道你讨厌看到我
I haunt you when you're fast asleep
我会在你睡着的时候缠着你
I've got eight legs a million eyes
我有八条腿 一百万只眼睛
If only I had eight more lives
要是我有八条命就好了
'Cause I'm the spider on the ceiling
因为我是你天花板上的蜘蛛
And you're nothing but a guy
你不过是个男人而已
You don't like it when I cry
你不喜欢看我哭泣
You would break me if you tried
如果你想的话 你会将我击垮
And you will
你会这么做的
Because I dare to be alive
因为我要努力生存下去