演唱:Neo Jackson
作词:Neo Jackson
作曲:Neo Jackson
监制:Tory
智能编曲:Mureka AI
智能效果/音效合成:Mureka AI
录音效果/人声同步:Suno AI/Cubase
乐器模拟/分频:库乐队/MVSEP Ensemble
凌晨两点四十七分
我又收到她的消息
“我知道你还在想我”
你知道最可笑的是什么吗?
不是她发这句话
是我真的在想
在想她凭什么觉得
我还在想她
As if
她说“你朋友圈没删我照片说明你还在意”
我说“那是因为我懒不是因为我爱你”
她说“你回我消息了说明你还放不下”
我说“那是手滑点错了你别加戏”
她把我的客气当心意
把我的礼貌当信号
把我没骂她当成“他心里还有我”
Honey listen
The absence of hate
Is not the presence of love
It's just absence
You think you know me
You don't even know yourself
You think I'm waiting
I'm not waiting for anything
Least of all you
As if
As if
你哪来的自信哪来的幻觉
As if
我还会回头还会心软还会给你机会
你说“你明明还关心我”
我说“关心路边流浪狗也算关心”
As if as if as if
Keep dreaming
I'm living reality
You're living fan fiction
她说“你以后会后悔的”
我说“可能吧但后悔也不会找你”
她说“你变了你以前不是这样的”
我说“对我变了
变聪明了
变清醒了
变得会识别
谁是真心
谁是来收智商税的”
她愣住然后说“你说话好伤人”
我说“真相本来就不温柔
温柔的是谎言
你要吗?
我可以现编”
You know what's wild
Maybe she's not lying
Maybe she's just living
In a movie
Where she's the star
And I'm the supporting actor
Who never got the script
Spoiler alert
I walked off set
Okay listen I'm not trying to be mean
But someone gotta hand you back your fantasy
You built a whole castle
In the clouds
And invited me to live there
Without asking
If I'm scared of heights
News flash
I'm not scared of heights
I'm scared of falling for the same view twice
You keep sending me signs
That don't exist
Keep reading my texts
Like they're your favorite fiction list
"You liked my post"
Yeah it was an accident
"You haven't blocked me"
Yeah I forgot you existed
You see hope in my indifference
You see love in my silence
Baby that's not romance
That's creative writing
And I'm not your co-author
I'm the reader who closed the book
And never picked it up again
As if
As if
我会回头会后悔会想念会崩溃
As if
你的剧本找别人演
I'm done being your character
I'm writing my own story now
And guess what
You're not even a footnote
As if as if as if
As if I'd ever go back
To being someone I'm not
Just to make you feel better
About losing me
“我知道你会看的”
As if