FAITHFUL (feat. NLE Choppa) - Macklemore/NLE Choppa

Composed by：Ben Haggerty/Bryson LaShun Potts/Joshua"Budo" Karp/Tyler Andrews/Tyler Dopps

Feel like I'm running out of time

And the sun won't shine forever forever

I got my mind on my money and my money

Man **** it whatever whatever

Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side

I don't even feel like gettin' up

But this depression on my brain hope it change

But the rain ain't lettin' up

Can't call it don't know where my head is

Reflectin' on Malcolm and the **** I thought but never said it

To Peter Robin to Kevin all my other friendships

That could have would have should have and then they ended

I isolate between happiness and hopeless

Know what makes it worse

Still wanna get loaded

Sometimes I feel like I can't control my choices

And something takes over and I can't turn off the voices

Sittin' with these thoughts can't escape 'em can't run

Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun

They say a day clean is a day won

But I'm holdin' on prayin' to a god abandoned

Zonin' on the couch starin' at my daughters

Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obsessin' about poppin'

Reservations talkin' the push and pull of the conscience

Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor

But don't wanna

When the Percs don't work Xannies won't calm me down

Not enough liquor in the bar w**d growin' in the ground

Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out

Wonderin' if my mama have to put her son in the ground

We still goin' when the day break

Me and the homies on the same page

Find me in the whip that's my safe place

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

On my knees questioning God like"Why now"

I'm lost but I'm found again

I'm up all night I toss and turn

I love my life I got concerns

I've been through Hell on some FML

It's just as well I might lose it

I need some light I need some air

I might be broken I need repair

Don't got the answers think I'm confused

I asked myself"Who are you"

I need you right now Mack to wake up more than ever

Ain't no more w**d alcohol and poppin' pills et cetera

I know these days gettin' rough but they get better

It's a cold world let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater

Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter

So I pour my feelings out to you before I go and mail it

'Fore I mail it

I don't know what I'm sensin' but I can smell it

When you write me back just tell it

I'ma soak it up inhale it

Inhale it

Heard you got a daughter well I got one too

And she too beautiful barely see her too

See her too

Do you hug her and tie her shoes

Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom

Bloom

Before you load that gun and shoot

Just know that she be needin' you

The best version of you too

Bah

I would write more but my day about to break

We can meet up face-to-face

Just let me know if that's okay

We still goin' when the day break

Me and the homies on the same page

Find me in the whip that's my safe place

That's my safe place too

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA

I need some AA

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

Nothin' to write down too

On my knees questioning God like"Why now"

Why

I'm lost but I'm found again