I know I do it to myself
我知道这是我自找的
I know I'm putting you through hell
我知道我让你生不如死
If you could see inside my shell
如果你能看透我的内心
You'd see that I'm in hell as well
你会发现我也身处地狱
I know our time is running thin
我知道我们的时间越来越少
Where did we start where do we end
我们从哪里开始我们会在哪里结束
I say I do it all again
我说我会重蹈覆辙
But I hate paying for my sins
可我讨厌为我的罪孽付出代价
So I just close the door
所以我关上门
When I can't give no more
当我无法给予时
Cause all I do is get f**ked up
因为我的所做所为就是搞砸一切
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
上床睡觉醒来重复一遍
Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love
迷失的男孩我不想感受到爱
Spending too much time with my demons
和我的心魔纠缠太久
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
当一切尘埃落定时你会感谢我
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
我知道这很伤人但这是有原因的
Too deep I don't think you can save me
陷得太深我觉得你无法拯救我
You can't wait for me to believe it
你迫不及待让我相信
So how does it feel
那是什么感觉
Now you'll never be able to forget me
如今你再也无法忘记我
Swallowing pills try to forget cause I hate remembering
吞下药片试图忘记因为我讨厌回忆
And everything you said it tears me apart
你说的每一句话都让我撕心裂肺
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
我无法继续伪装这是什么感觉
To be stuck in the middle of the ending
深陷其中无法自拔
And I said I'll try it 'til the end
我说我会一试到底
I broke my back to comprehend
我拼尽全力才明白
All of the things I can't defend
所有我无法捍卫的东西
But it's just easy to pretend
可伪装起来易如反掌
And I'm not myself when I'm upset
当我心烦意乱时我就不是我自己
So I drink all day 'til I forget
所以我整日借酒浇愁直到我忘记一切
I'm not quite sure what you expect
我不太确定你期待什么
You're probably in love with my regrets
你可能喜欢我的遗憾
So I just close the door
所以我关上门
When I can't give no more
当我无法给予时
One two three
一二三
Cause all I do is get f**ked up
因为我的所做所为就是搞砸一切
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
上床睡觉醒来重复一遍
Lost boy always singing a sad song
迷失的男孩总是唱着悲伤的歌
Spending too much time with my demons
和我的心魔纠缠太久
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
当一切尘埃落定时你会感谢我
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
我知道这很伤人但这是有原因的
Too deep I don't think you can save me
陷得太深我觉得你无法拯救我
You can't wait for me to believe it
你迫不及待让我相信
So how does it feel
那是什么感觉
Now you'll never be able to forget me
如今你再也无法忘记我
Swallowing pills try to forget cause I hate remembering
吞下药片试图忘记因为我讨厌回忆
And everything you said it tears me apart
你说的每一句话都让我撕心裂肺
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
我无法继续伪装这是什么感觉
To be stuck in the middle of the ending
深陷其中无法自拔