作曲 : Shannon Taylor
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活
I couldn't get my life back, I couldn't save myself
我无力自救 寻不回曾经的我
All the words of my mother hang heavy over me
母亲的话语如铅块 沉沉压在我心头
It's summer in Texas, 2003
那是2003年 德克萨斯的盛夏
I dissociate, the world around me fades
我抽离自我 周遭世界逐渐褪色
There is no self if there is no one else
若无人相伴 我便不复存在
So I isolate and suppress discomfort
于是我封闭自己 强忍所有不适
And I sacrifice any shred of my own self-worth
甘愿舍弃 残存的最后一丝尊严
While I put so much faith in my open eyes
当我如此信任自己所见的一切
I have never felt so lonely and desperate
却从未感到如此孤独与绝望
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活
I couldn't get my life back, I didn't stand a chance
我无法重获新生 毫无希望可言
All the pain within my past weighs heavy on my heart
往昔的伤痛沉甸甸压在心头
The euphoria won't last, it'll tear your life apart
短暂的欢愉终将撕裂你的人生
I feel the same; the world around me changed
我感同身受 周遭世界已然改变
It is a mess, and I could not make sense
混乱不堪 令我难以理解
Of this brave new world I navigate alone
在这勇敢新世界 我独自漂泊
Or my hyper-vulnerability I now call home
极度敏感成为我最后的庇护所
'Cause I put so much trust in their shifting words
只因我曾盲目相信他们善变的言语
And I have never felt so stupid and useless before
此刻才明白自己多么愚钝无用
But it is all my fault
但这一切都是我的错
I never should have trusted them
我本不该轻信他们
It's easy to smile and wave, to tell them one thing to their face
强颜欢笑很容易 当面敷衍更简单
It's hard to tell the truth
最难是说出真心话
Yeah, it is all my fault
是的 这一切都是我的错
But how could I have known that
但我又怎能预料到
What people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself
人们所谓的自卑 不过是用他人的眼光
The way other people see you?
来审视自己?
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活
I couldn't get my life back
我无法重拾往日生活