It’s taken some years trying to find me

Long road but it ain’t concrete

I made some mistakes that still haunt me

Damage control been my undercover hobby

My pride running marathons at a high speed

Got me praying on my knees

Tryna keep my past behind me

But in my heart I wanna say their ain’t rapper taking my seat

I almost lost it all before I even got it

It all go back to being honest

I was more worried bout takin shorty to sonic

Driving down forest lane never been as toxic

Reading scriptures painting vivid pictures

Relating to stories guess I found a lot of hidden figures

I ain’t David... but you get the kicker

Been in my head so the wins don’t make me think that I’m a winner

Cause that don’t last long

Therapy been slowing down a lot fastballs

I know God preparing me for the blast off

The devil only prowl when u a threat I’m going mad far

So I thank God

I’m tryna hold my hood up like I’m Trayvon

Been fresh way before I hit grade nine

Did a lot of don’ts so far as dues yea I paid mine

It all go back to being honest

And not a profit not how I can be the biggest artist I’m the biggest already because I’m Bristols finest

Remember Kirk dapped me up before I hit the stage

Honestly that meant more than my lil fame

Had an artist say when he win he’ll switch me for my js

I should ask him now if he still wanna trade

I mean I’m still amazed

I still can’t believe that the feelings fade

I felt on top of the world with just a lil taste

But honestly I’m the most happy when I’m in va

Wit my fam nem

They asking for the old Cole well I am him

I’m tryna walk up to my pops and give em ten mil

That still ain’t enough for all the time that he been real

I can’t even lie they telling me to pick aside

They saying sing then I sing they askme where the lines

Industry not what I thought so I’m bout to slide

crazy younger me thought it was really all about God

They just want me kissing up to these shady folk

it’s bout the ratings tho

If I change lives who care about the radio

I’m tryna give the folks my heart till I’m 84

I’m tryna tell em bout a heavenly joy

I know grace is real cause he ain’t gave up on the boy