Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨 我还是感觉有些忐忑
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
我竭力抑制心底的焦虑 我试着掌控一切
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
即便我明白这一切永远挥之不散 我还是感觉焦虑不安
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
想起过往的种种 我就心痛 再也不想体会这样的感觉了
Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am
不知你是否懂我的心意 毕竟这份感情激情 我无以言表
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
因为我受伤时 你总陪在我身旁 我知道你懂我的处境
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
Nothing I can do anymore
可我也无能为力
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我还抱有期待时 每天都会竭力尝试
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
可我却晕头转向 压抑不已
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有时候我还希冀着转机降临 可我明白根本就不可能
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
试着深呼吸 可我却感觉几欲窒息
Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
因为即便我现在成熟多了 也知道如何放下过往了
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
但如果没有你的陪伴 我根本挺不过来
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
Nothing I can do anymore
可我也无能为力
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我还抱有期待时 每天都会竭力尝试
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
可我却晕头转向 压抑不已
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
希望你明白 没有你 我根本不会这么坚强
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
你见证我这一路的成长 是你打消了我所有的疑虑
Cause you were home
因为你就是我的归属
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
There's nothing I can do anymore
可我也无能为力
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控
Nothing I can do anymore
可我也无能为力
Anymore
无能为力
Anymore
无能为力
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我还抱有期待时 每天都会竭力尝试
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
可我却晕头转向 压抑不已
I don't wanna lose control
我不想尽然失控