even - mj apanay
Even if you loved me it was hard for me to see
即使你爱我,我也难以接受
And even if I trusted you can′t say that I believed
即使我信任你,依旧说不出“我相信”
And even though you're everything my heart was searching for
尽管你是我的心所寻求的那个人
With every day beside you it kept hurting even more
在你身边的每天我都更加痛苦
I couldn′t really tell you 'cause how could I explain
我无法向你坦白因为不知如何开口
That even when I held you close I was holding in the pain
甚至在你身边的同时我也在忍受痛苦
And even if I knew the love we had was really true
即使我知道我们真的情投意合
It didn't matter if you loved me, someday I′d still be leavin′ you
与你是否爱我无关,我总会在某日离去
And I know it's in the past
我知道那是过去了
And I know that I can′t change it
我知道我无能为力
But there's something I′ve been meaning to say
但有些事我一直想说出口
I wanted to save us
我想拯救我们的感情
I wanted to try even if it was too late
即使太晚了我也想试一试
Even after all these years I hate hearing your name
这么多年过去我依然讨厌听到你的名字
'Cause I′ve forgotten most of us but I just can't forget your face
因为我忘记了我们之间的许多,却忘不了你的面容
And even though I've tried my best to move on with my life
即使我尽力想继续我自己的生活
I still see you in my dreams almost every other night
几乎每隔一晚我们又会在梦中相见
And I′ve tried forgetting everything took your number off my phone
我试着忘掉一切,删掉你的电话
But even so my head still knows the numbers on its own
但即便如此我依旧牢记着那串数字
And even if I say I′m never seeing you again
即使我说我再也不会见你
In my heart I'm praying someday maybe we′ll be friends
却依然在心里祈祷也许我们会做朋友
And I know I had my chance
我知道我有过机会
And I know I didn't take it
我明白我没抓住
But can you give me one more minute to say
但你能否再给我一分钟让我说
I wanted to save us
我想挽回我们的关系
I wanted to try even if we couldn′t be saved
即使这不可能,我还是想试试
I wanted to save us
我想挽回我们的关系
I wanted to try
我想试一试
Tried to be the guy you always wanted me to be
试着成为你想让我成为的人
But tryin' didn′t change that it was hard for you to be with me
但是这不会改变你我难以相处
I wanted to save us
我只是想救救我们
From saying goodbye
用告别的方式
I was holding on when I could never be enough
我紧紧抓住仿佛永远不够
The more I held you close the more that I was breaking us
我越紧抓着你我们的关系就越糟
I wanted to save
我想救救我们
Can't save us, can't save me
我救不了我们,救不了我自己
Can′t save the love you gave me
救不了你给我的爱
We weren′t meant to be saved
我们本就不该被拯救
I wanted to save us
我想救我们
I wanted to try even if I'm three years too late
即使已过去太久,已经太晚
I wanted to save us
我想救我们
I wanted to try even if I′ll never be saved
即使我永不可能获救