Time Made Me Memorize - ArlenaZara
The house got quiet when you closed the door
Like you knew I wouldn't be the same anymore
Your coffee cup still by the sink
Little things don't let me think
I stood there frozen counting breaths
Trying not to feel the depth
Of how fast forever ends
In the space of this is it
You didn't look back, you didn't stay
You said you loved me then walked away
When you left something in me went cold
I smiled for the world but I shattered alone
I held it together with nothing but air
Learning how to live with you not there
I didn't fall apart all at once
I just stopped being myself
That's what happened
When you left
I replay words I should have said
Conversations stuck in my head
I wonder if you feel it too
Or if leaving was easy for you
I changed my routes, I changed my name
In every place we used to stay
But love still finds me in the dark
Reminding me where you left your mark
You promised pain would fade with time
But time just made me memorize
When you left something in me went cold
I smiled for the world but I shattered alone
I held it together with nothing but air
Learning how to live with you not there
I didn't fall apart all at once
I just stopped being myself
That's what happened
When you left
If I was too much, say it now
If you would die, tell me how
You loved me yesterday
But today you walked away
I would have stayed, I always do
That's the difference between me and you
When you left, I lost my sense of home
I learned how to cry without letting it show
I'm picking up pieces you never saw
Trying to be whole after all
I'm still here, I'm still trying
Even though it hurts to breathe
I'm not broken forever
Just broken from when you left
Maybe one day I'll forgive the way
You chose to leave me here
But tonight I feel it all
The moment you left