Scared of Myself - Alexander Stewart
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
Composed by:Alexander Stewart/Whakaio Taahi/Rollo
You're not good enough life's not fair
你不够好 生活本就不公
If you die no one would care
若你离去 无人会在意
When I was thirteen
十三岁那年
I started gaining weight
我开始发胖
So I started counting calories sometimes
于是开始计算每餐热量
When I was sixteen
十六岁那年
Someone told me I was stupid
有人说我愚笨
So I bit my tongue let others speak their minds
我便咬紧牙关 任人评说
Now I hear voices late at night
夜深人静时我听见低语
And honestly I'm terrified
坦白说我恐惧不已
That I'm never gonna be the same
害怕再也找不回曾经的自己
Some people are scared of heights
有人恐高畏光
And monsters coming out at night
有人惧怕夜半魍魉
But I'm afraid of somethin' I can't change
我却困在无法挣脱的心牢
I'm scared of myself
我畏惧着自我
If you asked me the truth I'm not doing well
若你问起 其实我过得糟透
I'm afraid for my life
我恐惧着自己的生命
I'm at war with my mind and nobody can help
与内心交战却无人能助
My thoughts go"You're not good enough life's not fair
有个声音说"你不够好 生活不公
If you die no one would care"
若你死去 无人在乎"
Oh I've lost control
我已彻底失控
I'm scared of myself
我畏惧着自我
If you asked me the truth I'm not doing well
若你问起 其实我过得糟透
I'm not doing well
我过得并不好
When I was nineteen
十九岁那年
Someone stole my innocence
有人夺走我的纯真
And the first thing that I did was blame myself
而我第一反应竟是自责
Now in my twenties
如今二十多岁
And I still feel like a kid
却仍像个迷途孩童
Tryna work through all that **** but God it's heavy
试图消化那些沉重过往 天啊太难承受
Now I hear voices late at night
夜深人静时我听见低语
And honestly I'm terrified
坦白说我恐惧不已
That I'm never gonna be the same
害怕再也找不回曾经的自己
Some people are scared of heights
有人恐高畏光
And monsters coming out at night
有人惧怕夜半魍魉
But I'm afraid of somethin' I can't change
我却困在无法挣脱的心牢
I'm scared of myself
我畏惧着自我
If you asked me the truth I'm not doing well
若你问起 其实我过得糟透
I'm afraid for my life
我恐惧着自己的生命
I'm at war with my mind and nobody can help
与内心交战却无人能助
My thoughts go"You're not good enough life's not fair
有个声音说"你不够好 生活不公
If you die no one would care"
若你死去 无人在乎"
Oh I've lost control
我已彻底失控
I'm scared of myself
我畏惧着自我
If you asked me the truth I'm not doing well
若你问起 其实我过得糟透
I'm not doing well
我过得并不好
You're not good enough life's not fair
你不够好 生活本就不公
If you die no one would care
若你离去 无人会在意
Oh I've lost control
我已彻底失控