Ashley (Explicit) - Halsey

Lyrics by：Alex Young/Brenton Duvall/Ashley Frangipane/Benjamin Levin/Focus Features/Magnus August Høiberg

Composed by：Alex Young/Brenton Duvall/Ashley Frangipane/Benjamin Levin/Focus Features/Magnus August Høiberg

Standing now in the mirror that I built myself

此刻站在为自己打造的镜子前

And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine

记不清为什么不是我做的决定

But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now

似乎现在的我只执着于一个想法

Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself

就是以自己本身的形象示人写首歌

And I don't wanna be somebody in America just fighting the hysteria

我不愿只成为美国热衷抗争癔症的人

Only wanna die someday

毕竟有朝一日也会化为尘土

Someday someday when I burst into flames

总有那么一天 我会在火焰中热切燃烧

I'll leave you the dust my love

而我会为你留下余烬 我亲爱的

Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the

希望那一点念想足以让你慰藉

Days when we came to this place

回味我们一路走来的点点滴滴

I told you I'd spill my guts I left you to clean it up

我告诉过你我会一诉衷肠 留你慢慢消化

I'm bursting out of the

我已耗尽力气

Seems like now it's impossible to work this out

好像难以挣脱

I'm so committed to an old ghost town

我被困扰已久的执念囚禁

Is it really that strange if I always want a change

如果我乐此不疲地追求变化是否太过病态

And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely

要是我们之间的时间空间彼此相通就好了

I disintegrate into a thousand pieces

我被折磨得体无完肤

Think I'm makin' a mistake but if I decide to break

也许是我的选择出了错 可如果我决定放手

Who will fill the empty space so

谁又能填补空虚呢

And now if I figure this out

此刻如果我想通这一点

Apart from my beating heart

且不说我的心跳

It's a muscle but it's still not strong enough to carry the

单说承受能力 尚且

Weight of the choices I've made

不足以承担我做出这决定

I told you I'd ride this out

我对你说过我会挺过去的

It's gettin' harder every day somehow

只是不明所以 日渐艰难

I'm burstin' out of myself

我已筋疲力尽

Ooh ooh

Ooh ooh

Too many guys think I'm a concept or

太多人认为我是一个抽象概念

I complete them or I'm gonna make them alive

或者说我能成就他们 让他们体会到活着的感觉

I'm just a f**ked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind

可我也是个有血有肉的人 只想找寻内心平静的女孩

Don't assign me yours

别把我当你的附庸