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How Should I Feel (feat. Meg & Dia) (Explicit) - Witt Lowry/Meg & Dia
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by：Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Dia Frampton/Meg Frampton
Composed by：Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Dia Frampton/Meg Frampton
Monster how should I feel
怪物啊 我该如何自处
Creatures lie here
扭曲的幻影匍匐在此
Looking through the windows
透过窗棂窥视着我
Monster there are voices
怪物啊 那些低语声
In the darkness
在深渊里回荡
And they say they won't go yeah
它们说永不消散
Stare long enough at the abyss and
当你凝视深渊太久时
It seems to start to stare back at you
深渊也开始凝视你
Lost inside my head
迷失在思绪深渊
Is a scary place I've adapted to
那是我已习惯的恐惧牢笼
Friends and family call and
亲友来电关切询问
I tell 'em that I'll get back to you
我只说改日再联络
Too busy on my phone doomscrollin'
沉溺手机刷着负面讯息
Spent the afternoon
整个午后颓然
Stressed out head down
焦虑垂首
Can barely leave my bed now
连起身都如此艰难
I hate these f**kin' feelin's
我痛恨这些该死的感受
They tell me to try these meds out
他们让我尝试这些药物
But doc we've only talked for like ten minutes I'm sketched out
但医生 我们只聊了十分钟 我满心疑虑
Paranoid can't tell if these people are foes or friends now
多疑到分不清这些人是敌是友
You know what it feels like to feel like nobody can help
你可知道无人能助的绝望滋味
On top of that feel like you're losing yourself
更糟的是 感觉正在迷失自我
I wouldn't even wish my enemies the hand I was dealt
我甚至不愿仇敌承受这般命运
Thought I could pay the pain
原以为能偿还痛苦
To fade with some material wealth
在物质财富中逐渐消逝
But tears fallin' in the tesla
泪水却滴落在特斯拉里
I guess it's kind of ironic
这何尝不是一种讽刺
To feel so f**king broke
内心竟如此**空虚
Inside somethin' I always wanted
在我梦寐以求的事物中
My demons came to play
心魔开始肆意嬉戏
It feels like my brain may be haunted
我的大脑仿佛被梦魇缠绕
Hate myself sometimes as
有时我厌恶自己
Much as they hate on me to be honest
就像他们厌恶我那般真实
I saw fentanyl take the life away from my cousin
目睹芬太尼夺走表兄的生命
I watched alcohol steal the life away from my dad
看着酒精吞噬父亲的灵魂
I came from nothing
我本一无所有
Now I'm scared that might be what I'm becomin'
如今却恐惧自己正重蹈覆辙
Look in the mirror
凝视镜中倒影
Barely recognize the one lookin' back so
几乎认不出那破碎的自己
Monster how should I feel
怪物啊 我该如何自处
Creatures lie here
扭曲的幻影匍匐在此
Looking through the windows
透过窗棂窥视着我
Monster there are voices
怪物啊 那些低语声
In the darkness
在深渊里回荡
And they say they won't go
宣称永不消散
Wrote a song when my dad
父亲离世时写下这首歌
Passed and they said it was trash
却被众人贬得一文不值
That made me wish that I put
这让我多希望当初创作时
Less of myself into every track
能少倾注些真心在每段旋律
I know you can't just burn the
我明白不能因一个烂苹果
Orchard when one apple is bad
就烧毁整片果园
But the fact of the matter is that
但残酷的现实是
I feel I'm startin' to crack
我感觉自己正在崩溃边缘
And they say don't take it to heart
他们说别往心里去
Well how the f**k do I not
可我怎能不痛彻心扉
When I put my soul inside somethin'
当我倾注灵魂的创作
And they say it's a flop
被他们贬得一文不值
Constantly tear my art apart
不断将我的心血撕碎
When this is all that I got
这是我仅有的全部啊
They wanna see me on a
他们只想看我...
Stage or me left in a grave to rot
舞台或我 终将腐朽于坟墓
I've been overstressin' 'bout overstressin'
焦虑如潮 反噬着我
I lie in bed and think about this life I manifested
辗转反侧 回望亲手铸就的人生
Yet my depression's always
可我的抑郁总在嘶吼
Yellin' that I'm destined for regression
说我注定坠入深渊
Sad obsession with progression
病态般渴求着进步
Still they think that I'm just desperate for attention
他们却以为我哗众取宠
Broke down about around this time just last fall
去年深秋 也曾这般崩溃
At therapy tellin' my therapist I feel so small
在心理治疗中倾诉 我感到如此渺小
Pushed everyone I love away
将所爱之人全部推开
And f**k it's all my fault
这全是我**的错
Is it better to feel like this
是沉浸痛苦更好
Or to feel nothin' at all
还是彻底麻木更好
I turn the lights down lonely
我独自调暗灯光
Remember back when we would
回忆我们曾经
Cash in cans at the grocery
在杂货店换易拉罐的时光
Weren't there when I was drowning
当我沉沦时你们在何处
But the first to say you know me
却最先跳出来说懂我
So sick of people saying that
厌倦了人们空口说在乎
They care and never show me
却从未用行动证明过
My grandpa once told me that inside
祖父曾告诫我
An empty mind is where the devil likes to play
空虚的心灵最易被恶魔占据
And everyday it's all the same
日复一日重复着
I just stare at an empty page
我只能呆望空白纸页
Ruminate about all the things
反复思索着堆积如山的烦忧
That have piled up on my plate
那些压在我肩头的重担
Time I take control of my brain
是时候该掌控自己的思绪
Know I can't just pray this away so
明白祈祷并不能驱散阴霾
Monster how should I feel
怪物啊 我该如何自处
Creatures lie here
扭曲的幻影匍匐在此
Looking through the windows
透过窗棂窥视着我
Monster there are voices
怪物啊 那些低语声
In the darkness
在深渊里回荡
And they say they won't go
宣称永不消散
Through the windows
透过斑驳窗棂
Monster there are voices
怪物啊 那些低语声
In the darkness
在深渊里回荡
And they say they won't go
宣称永不消散