I wanna say I love it here
I really do
But something's got a hold on me
And it's got me fooled
The way that things have changed for me
I should be in awe
But I can't help but to feel estranged
And a little flawed
I can not reach the ceiling
From where I'm standing
Way above the crowd
So help me out
I can't believe I'm grieving
Again for something
I no longer have
I should do the math
But it seems I can't
I'm never neither here nor there
I'm always at odds
A struggle surging through my veins
And it never stops
The way that things have changed in me
I should be in awe
But I can't help but to feel estranged
And a little flawed
I can not reach the ceiling
From where I'm standing
Way above the crowd
So help me out
I can't believe I'm grieving
Again for something
I no longer have
I should do the math
But it seems I can't
Breathe out
And you'll breathe me in and out
Yeah that's, that's how we begin
To fall to what, whatever our hole
But now let's dig ourselves out
From way above the crowd
So help me out
I can't believe I'm grieving
Again for something
I no longer have
I should do the math
But it seems I can't