Guess I let my ego win this fight
我想我让我的自我赢得了这场战斗
Cause clearly I know wrong from right
因为我知道是非对错
And yet I keep on doing what's bad for my soul my soul
可我还是继续做着伤害我灵魂的事
My heart is bleeding yeah can feel it beating yeah
我的心在滴血我能感觉到它在跳动
It's like that voice that was silent
就像那无声的声音
And screaming yeah but I'm not receiving it
大声呐喊可我无法接受
I gotta face the fact yeah
我必须面对现实
I'm not the man I used to be
我已不是从前的我
I've changed enough for the better oh
我已经改变了好多好多好多
My dark side I set it free
我不为人知的一面我将其释放
The future looks brighter than ever oh
未来看起来比以往更加光明
Cause I'm not the man I used to be
因为我已不是从前的我
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man man man
我不是大人物
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man
我不是大人物
Cause I'm not the man I used to be
因为我已不是从前的我
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man man man
我不是大人物
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man
我不是大人物
Cause I'm not the man I used to
因为我已不是从前的我
Count on one hand all of my vices
用一只手数一数我所有的缺点
And I can't recall saw this crisis
我不记得我见过这场危机
You might say I'm losing my mind
你可能会说我失去理智
But I think I like it I think I do
但我觉得我很喜欢我真的很喜欢
Cause in the morning I wake up I feel better than ever
因为早上醒来我感觉前所未有的快乐
I take a sip of that poison even though I know better
我喝了一口那种毒药虽然我心知肚明
And I don't do it for love no I think I do it for pleasure
我做这一切不是为了爱我想我是为了快乐
Pleasure pleasure
Yeah I think I do
我想我知道
My heart is bleeding yeah can feel it beating yeah
我的心在滴血我能感觉到它在跳动
It's like that voice that was silent
就像那无声的声音
And screaming yeah but I'm not receiving it
大声呐喊可我无法接受
I gotta face the fact yeah
我必须面对现实
I'm not the man I used to be
我已不是从前的我
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man man man
我不是大人物
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man
我不是大人物
I gotta face the fact yeah
我必须面对现实
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man man man
我不是大人物
Oh not not not the man oh not not not the man man man
我不是大人物
Count on one hand all of my vices
用一只手数一数我所有的缺点
And I can't recall saw this crisis
我不记得我见过这场危机
You might say I'm losing my mind
你可能会说我失去理智
But I think I like it I think I do
但我觉得我很喜欢我真的很喜欢