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点击复制For too long, no answer comes,
But still I keep strong.
I light my sins like cigarette smoke
And breathe them in until I choke.
I’ve walked through fire, slept in rain,
Called my name on walls of pain.
If mercy’s out there, I’ve lost my way—
God… I am not okay.
These hands still shake when I recall
The things I built, the things that fall.
A thousand prayers turned into ash,
A love that burned alive too fast.
The river’s low, the moon’s gone pale,
I’m bound to earth, nailed by my fail.
I try to stand, but all I say—
God… I am not okay.
God, I am not okay.
I’ve been walking blind through yesterday.
If you can hear me through the fray,
Please don’t turn your face away.
God… I am not okay.
I’ve lied to men, I’ve lied to You,
Said I’d be strong—but that ain’t true.
The whiskey talks where words should stay,
And truth just slips away.
My heart’s a house of broken glass,
A mirror of the things that passed.
The silence grows where I should pray—
God… I am not okay.
If grace is real, don’t let me drown,
I’ve carried sin from town to town.
The saints don’t hear, the stars don’t speak,
I’m on my knees—too tired, too weak.
Let this storm wash me clean,
Let me fade between the seams.
If there’s nothing beyond this grave—
God… I am not okay.
God, I am not okay.
But I’m still here, I’m still afraid.
If all I’ve lost is what You gave,
Then take my soul—don’t let it fade.
God… I am not okay.
The dawn don’t feel like mercy’s hand,
But I still rise, I still stand.
And if You hear this song someday—
God… I am not okay.