Trying - Russ
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Lyrics by:Russell Vitale
Composed by:Russell Vitale
Produced by:Russ/Jake Jepson/Kiri Gerbs
Yeah
My younger self loved gettin' drunk but he misunderstood it
年少轻狂时沉迷买醉 却不解其中真意
He made his livin' handle anything his heart just couldn't
他用逃避来谋生 不敢直面内心伤痛
I started lookin' for myself my compass constantly would spin
我开始寻找自我 罗盘却不停旋转
A smart man looks around a wise man looks within yeah
聪明人环顾四周 智者则审视内心
I'm diggin' deeper I'm tryna just stop suppressin' ****
我不断深入挖掘 试图停止压抑那些**
You give somebody money once they might just start expectin' it
施舍他人一次 他们就会开始期待施舍
Then resentment builds after that first time you refuse
初次拒绝后 怨恨便开始滋长
But givers need to set boundaries 'cause takers never do
付出者需设界限 索取者永不知足
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I think that's all I can do
这或许已是我全部所能
There's no denyin'
无可否认
There's no denyin'
无可否认
That old habits keep slippin' through
旧习总在悄然复萌
And I know that I won't
我深知自己永远无法
I won't
永远无法
Ever have it all figured out oh no Oh no
将一切参透 不 永远不能
That's not gon' stop me from tryin' tryin'
但这不会阻止我继续尝试 继续努力
Yeah tryin'
是的 继续尝试
Yeah
I'm navigatin' internal chaos don't get a day off
我在内心的混沌中摸索前行 永无休憩
Sometimes I feel dead inside self talks feel like seance
有时内心如死水 自我对话恍若通灵
Prayin' for the strength to investigate not ignore
祈求力量去直面而非逃避
I gotta stop bangin' on walls hopin' they turn into a door
不能再徒劳敲击墙壁 妄想它会化作门扉
I'm feelin' torn though
我正深陷撕裂
My comfort zone is now a warzone
舒适区已成战场
Ashamed of my own sadness I feel betrayed by my own hormones
为自己的悲伤羞愧 被体内荷尔蒙背叛
I'm chasin' congruency I'm cravin' community
追寻内外一致 渴望群体共鸣
Told my girl I love you but my life can't just be you and me
对爱人说"我爱你" 但人生不能只剩你我
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I think that's all I can do
这或许已是我全部所能
There's no denyin'
无可否认
There's no denyin'
无可否认
That old habits keep slippin' through
旧习总在悄然复萌
And I know that I won't
我深知自己永远无法
I won't
永远无法
Ever have it all figured out oh no
曾以为看透一切 却并非如此
Oh no
并非如此
That's not gon' stop me from tryin'
但这不会阻止我继续尝试
Yeah tryin'
是的 继续尝试
Yeah tryin'
是的 继续尝试
Yeah
I got a problem with enablin' my family is disassembling
我总在纵容家人 如今家庭却分崩离析
Scared to face my demons but when I do it makes my angel sing
害怕直面心魔 但每次战胜都让天使歌唱
Stress 'cause it's the season of celebratin' and grievin'
压力源于这欢庆与哀悼交织的季节
The graves poppin' out like Liam Neeson
墓碑如连姆·尼森电影般接连浮现
How long will they be open to receive my message I'm thirty-two now
不知他们还能敞开心扉聆听多久 我已三十二岁
If you are in the genre that I'm in you'd worry too now
若你身处同个领域 此刻也会忧心忡忡
My family all relies on me
全家人的希望都寄托于我
I got a fear of bein' seen but for their sake
虽恐惧被注视 但为了他们
Please keep your eyes on me
请继续关注着我
Yeah
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I swear I'm tryin'
我发誓我在努力
I think that's all I can do
这或许已是我全部所能
There's no denyin'
无可否认
There's no denyin'
无可否认
That old habits keep slippin' through
旧习总在悄然复萌
And I know that I won't
我深知自己永远无法
I won't
永远无法
Ever have it all figured out oh no
曾以为看透一切 却并非如此
Oh no
并非如此
That's not gon' stop me from tryin' tryin' tryin'
但这绝不会阻止我继续追寻 追寻 追寻