Close to the Grave (Explicit) - Kodak Black
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
You know death right around the corner and prison my next-door neighbor
死亡近在咫尺 牢狱与我比邻
Feel like I'm dyin' to live
仿佛为生而死
I know we live to die but I feel like
明知生而赴死 却觉
I'm dyin' to live
为生而死
I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握火器 这世道难料
Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave
赌命之举 已近坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby
早知不该让你靠近
Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握希望之火 这世道变幻莫测
Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave
赌命之举 已近坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby
早知不该让你靠近
I knew I shouldn't have never showed
早该明白不该向你袒露
You that I love you my n***a
我对你的情谊兄弟
I f**ked up when I showed you that
当我向你展示信任时
I trust you my n***a
就已铸成大错兄弟
I tried to turn my life around
我曾试图扭转人生方向
But now I'm back in the field
如今却重回这片战场
You know it's free my n***a Cool
兄弟库尔终获自由身
I hope he win the appeal
盼他上诉能赢得曙光
I lost my n***as it ain't been the same
手足离散后 天地皆荒凉
Everybody say that I changed say
人人都说我变了模样
I ain't been the same
说我再不似从前那样
They don't even know I'm feelin' pain
无人知晓我遍体鳞伤
They don't know how I feel inside traumatized criminalized
无人知晓我内心创伤 被定罪者的煎熬
But yet I'm idolized I swear to God sometimes I wonder why
却仍被众人崇拜 我向天发誓时常困惑不解
It got me brainwashed lil' ones off the same block
这让我心智迷失 同街区的孩子们
Remember I had to slang rock remember I let them thangs pop
记得我曾街头贩药 记得我扣动扳机的过往
D**n I just wanna raise my son wish
天啊 我只想抚养儿子长大
It could've been how it was
多希望一切如初
Sometimes I wanna grab my gun
有时想举起我的枪
Sometimes I don't be wanna hear none
有时却不愿听闻任何声响
I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握火器 这世道难料
Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave
赌命之举 已近坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby
早知不该让你靠近
Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握希望之火 这世道变幻莫测
Gamblin' with your life
赌命般活着
You gettin' close to the grave
半只脚已踏入坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have neve
早知不该让你靠近我 亲爱的
R let you close to me baby
不该让你走进我的生命
My boy got shot you put the blame on me
兄弟中枪 你却怪罪于我
You say you know I did it
口口声声咬定是我所为
I can't even act like it ain't faze me
我无法装作无动于衷
That s**t hurt my feelings
这伤痛直击心底
My cousin got hit up say he saw me jump
表弟遭遇枪击 声称目睹我持枪
Out with the glizzy
带着武器仓皇逃离
Why you had told them people you made me
为何你要向众人宣称造就了我
Boy you know you didn't
你心知肚明 事实并非如此
I hit that lick in Maryland I bought my mama a
我在马里兰州得手后 给母亲买了辆
Honda Civic
本田思域
The hardest thing I had to do in life was leave you
此生最艰难的决定 是离你而去
I was showin' you love and had you feelin' like
我曾倾注爱意 让你误以为
I need you
我离不开你
I'm drinkin' this alcohol right now I wanna see you
此刻我饮尽杯中烈酒 只为再见你一面
You made me go hard in this s**t I'm motivated
你让我在这困境中拼尽全力 重燃斗志
Why you had gave up on the kid when I was jaded
为何在我颓废时放弃这个孩子
Now I've been drinkin' gettin' faded
如今我酗酒买醉 日渐沉沦
Thinkin' 'bout how you played me
回想你如何玩弄我
Thinkin' 'bout how you did me
回想你如何伤害我
I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握火器 这世道难料
Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave
赌命之举 已近坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby
早知不该让你靠近
Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days
紧握希望之火 这世道变幻莫测
Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave
赌命之举 已近坟墓
Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby
主啊宽恕 恶魔已将我掌控
Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby
早知不该让你靠近