Ausar’s Prayer - Chris Patrick
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Chris Patrick
Composed by:Chris Patrick
Produced by:Angelo Imani/Antn42/Timmy Holiday/Moo Latte/Grandmaster Vic
Can't even act like I'm good
我甚至无法假装一切安好
Cause I just got a call from my dawg
因为我刚接到兄弟的电话
That our homie just died
说我们的挚友刚刚离世
Lowkey won't even cry
我连眼泪都流不出来
Bank account
我的银行账户
Not good enough
不够充裕
To get back home
支撑我回家
If I tried
即使我尝试
All my bread
我所有的积蓄
Spent on rent
都付了房租
I feel so fucking tired
我感到精疲力尽
Move to LA with the hope of success
怀揣成功的期盼,我来到洛杉矶
But I still haven't seen a return on investment
可我的投资至今未见回报
Most of my friends getting married
身边的朋友多已步入婚姻
And here I am married to dreams
而我,却与梦想相伴一生
Till I'm breathless
直到我精疲力尽
Giving up ain't a scene I've accepted
放弃从未在我的剧本里出现
Fuck
唉
Feet don't fail me now
双脚啊 现在别让我倒下
I came too far to go back home
我已跋涉太远 无法回头
So damn close to win
胜利已近在咫尺
I feel it leaking thru my bones
我能感觉到它渗入骨髓
I hope somebody still praying for me
我希望仍有人为我祈祷
Hope someone praying for me
但愿有人正为我祈祷
Hoping that someday
希望有朝一日
My ex might forgive me for breaking it off in attempt to be selfish
我的前任能原谅我 当时为了追逐梦想而自私地结束了关系
Truth is I'm high key ashamed of it
事实上 我对此深感羞愧
My love for this goal overpowered the love that enwrapped our
我对此目标的执着 盖过了我们之间那份浓烈的爱
Relationship
我们的情谊
Paramore songs leave me triggered
Paramore的歌声总让我情绪翻涌
Part of me knows she was hurt
我深知她因此受到了伤害
But the hurt of regret in my soul'd have been bigger
但我灵魂深处的悔恨会更加沉重
I use to fear that I'll die unfulfilled
我曾害怕自己会抱憾而终
Tryna please everybody instead
反而只是为了取悦他人
Now I just fear that I'll end up alone
如今我只害怕最终会孤独一人
On the day that I'm actually dead
在我真正离世的那一天
Steep price to pay but I'm willing
代价虽高昂 但我心甘情愿
To pay it's what worth
付出代价 只因它值得
If it means evolution
如果这意味着蜕变与成长
And taking the
挣脱那
Reigns off whole generational Curse
世代相传的枷锁与诅咒
I promise im down
我郑重承诺会坚持到底
Label just pushed back the project
唱片公司刚把我的作品延期
And most days I feel like im losing my confidence
大多数日子里 我都感到信心渐失
Tours going out and the skipping my name
巡演如火如荼 却将我姓名略去
For the bill cause I'm lacking accomplishments
因我资历尚浅 缺乏成就
Somedays I feel like I failed
有些日子 我觉得自己一败涂地
When I start to reflect
当我开始回首往事
Voices of granny still cheering me on
奶奶的鼓励声依然在我耳边回响
Is the reason I still haven't checked
这就是我至今仍未检查的原因
Just gotta call from Gabe
刚接到盖布的电话
He want me to link up with Kai
他想让我和凯伊碰面
And rap for the stream
为直播表演说唱
Part of me scared
我内心有些恐惧
Cause deep down I know if I choke
因为我深知 若是我搞砸了
I probably just pack up the dream
也许我该就此收起梦想
Last Chance to make it
这是我最后一搏的机会
I might as well jump from the cliff
我不如纵身跃下悬崖
Either you learn how to fly under pressure
要么在压力中学会展翅高飞
Or end up submerged in what if's
要么深陷于无尽假设之中
Feet don't fail me now
双脚啊 现在别让我倒下
I came too far to go back home
我已跋涉太远 无法回头
So damn close to win
胜利已近在咫尺
I feel it leaking thru my bones
我能感觉到它渗入骨髓
I hope somebody still praying for me
我希望仍有人为我祈祷
Hope someone praying for me
但愿有人正为我祈祷