Drowning (Explicit) - Sik World
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Jonathon Quiles
Composed by:Jonathon Quiles
Stay wanna stay gonna
留下 想留下 就要留下
Yeah I wish I can numb this pain
多希望能麻痹这痛楚
I thought by now I won't complain
原以为此刻不会再抱怨
I got the cash with half the fame
名利双收却只剩半数
Lost half my heart and kept the veins
半颗心已碎 血脉仍在跳动
We had our spark and lost our flame
火花曾闪耀 爱火终熄灭
I tried to talk had none to say
欲言又止 相对无言
I want the love you never gave was hurting me
渴求着你从未给予的爱 让我遍体鳞伤
Your only aim
你唯一的目标
You shot my heart I bled out hate
击穿我心 恨意喷涌
'Cause tho you left the trauma stayed
人已离去 伤痕犹在
I wish the past would go away
多盼往事随风消散
But I guess gotta live with it
却只能与之共存
Times changed I don't feel different
时过境迁 心仍困顿
Despite the hurdles in my life
纵使人生荆棘密布
I kept my vision alive
仍坚守心中微光
I had no one on my side
我孤立无援无人相伴
Yet I still did it
却依然独自前行
I'm missing the old me talking pre depression
怀念从前那个抑郁前会倾诉的我
Where I felt alive and I had a connection
那时生机勃勃心有羁绊
Now I'm dead inside 'cause I lost my direction
如今心如死灰因迷失方向
I don't put my wall down for my own protection
筑起心墙只为自我保护
And I'm tired of people using me people lie
厌倦了被人利用谎言相欺
What do you believe
你究竟相信什么
I know people see the truth in me
我知世人皆看透我真心
And I know one day you will see
终有一日你也会看清
That being true was a tool for me
真诚曾是我生存利器
I be sticking to myself I don't need nobody else
我只忠于自己 无需他人靠近
Just relief from this trauma that keeps on ruining me
唯求摆脱这摧残灵魂的创伤阴影
'Cause lately I'm loosing sleep
近来我总彻夜难眠
And nobody's getting thru' to me
无人能触及我封闭的心
It's 'cause it
只因这一切
Feels like I'm losing sleep
仿佛让我彻夜难眠
I want my mind at ease
只求内心安宁
Feels like I'm losing me
仿佛迷失了自我
I wanna find relief
渴望寻得解脱
Feels like I need to breathe
仿佛窒息般煎熬
I think I'm into deep now
如今已深陷其中
I'm drowning in my thoughts
在思绪中沉沦
Drowning by myself
独自沉沦苦海
I'm drowning I need help
我正溺毙 亟需援手
I'm drowning they can't tell
无人知晓我的沉沦
I'm drowning oh
窒息感如潮水袭来
Yeah
I'm still here and still driven
我仍在此坚守初心
People see me as a meal ticket
世人视我为摇钱树
They get nothing they can deal with it
他们无法承受这些打击
I guess me and them were built different
或许我与他们生来不同
I work for whatever I'm given
我为所得付出所有努力
I been living inside of my room since I was 15
十五岁起便独居一室
Making a bunch of songs hoping somebody gets me
创作无数歌曲渴望被理解
I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening
孤独感始终如影随形令人窒息
When you're expressing your pain
当你倾吐苦痛时
And no one is listening and
却无人倾听
Life's hard to manage
生活如此艰难
I feel like I have a disadvantage
我总觉得自己处于劣势
Since my childhood left me hella damaged
童年阴影让我伤痕累累
I don't know love because I never had it
不懂何为爱 因从未拥有
Every relationship I'm in never lasted
每段感情都无疾而终
Only toxic woman was all I attracted
吸引的尽是带刺玫瑰
I continuously fear having attachments
对亲密关系充满恐惧
Honestly it was really hard getting past it but
说真的 走出阴影真的很难
It is what it is you get what you give
世事如此 付出终有回报
I wish I learned quicker look I probably did
但愿我能早点领悟 或许早已明白
Just didn't accept it
只是不愿接受现实
Inside of my mind is where my demons roam
内心深处 恶魔在游荡
I try to hide 'cause they won't leave me alone
试图躲藏 却挥之不去
I overthink all of my mistakes on my own
独自反复咀嚼过错
I don't know where to go it's 'cause it
不知何去何从 只因...
Feels like I'm losing sleep
仿佛让我彻夜难眠
I want my mind at ease
只求内心安宁
Feels like I'm losing me
仿佛迷失了自我
I wanna find relief
渴望寻得解脱
Feels like I need to breathe
仿佛窒息般煎熬
I think I'm into deep now
如今已深陷其中
I'm drowning in my thoughts
在思绪中沉沦
Drowning by myself
独自沉沦苦海
I'm drowning I need help
我正溺毙 亟需援手
I'm drowning they can't tell
无人知晓我的沉沦
I'm drowning oh
窒息感如潮水袭来