作词: Ethan Rotich,
作曲: Ethan Rotich,
I try not to hold on to all of my fears
they float to the surface and then disappear
I wonder if they still exist way up there
or fade into air
they set the tempo and I tried to keep up
knew it'd be easier if I just gave up
all of my dreaming,the future that want
time is so fleeting,leading me on
gotta get better at things that I do and
I gotta stop crying or I won't improve when
I feel alive,I'll feel much more lucid
if I keep trying I know I can do it
so why does karma have a grip on me
blindly changing my reality
ahhh,one day I'll make a masterpiece
until then
holding my breath I guess time marches forwards
missing the people I used to grow bored with
not that I need them I'm fine being alone
still think of them when I miss home
I gotta to get better at the things that I'm doing
there's no use crying I'm still not improving
but I feel alive now,swear I'm so lucid
spent too much time to still think I can't do this
I won't lie
oh karma has a grip on me
blindly changing my reality
ah,“so what made a masterpiece”
“what comes next”
I am not dumb,and I am not stupid
I know exactly what comes if I do this
read every warning,know them by heart
but it's not living until I see stars
and I'm not the one,who has all answers
don't know the tricks that will make it come faster
I'll be honest,although I'm unsure
right now I feel certain
I'll see myself on the surface
sometimes it
hurts to create,I feel it there
how my hands like to shake in the surface air
I just wanted to be you it isn't fair
it never is,on the surface
sometimes it
hurts to create,I feel it there
how my hands like to shake in the surface air
I just wanted to be you it isn't fair
it never is,on the surface