Counting shadows on the ceiling
Wide awake, too tired for feeling
I trace the cracks in my thoughts
Each one a dream that I lost
Eyes without sleep, mind in a spin
Fighting battles I can't win
The night repeats, a quiet war
Wishing I was something more
I hear the ticking of regret
A clock that never lets me forget
The dark won’t let me hide
From everything I hold inside
Eyes without sleep, haunted and wide
No peace, no breath, no place to hide
Just me and the moon and all this ache
Wishing morning wouldn’t break