early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
fighting my anxiety constantly
I try to control it
even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
urge when I remember
and I never wanna feel it again
don't know if you get it cause I can't express
so thankful I am
that you were always with me
when it hurts I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
nothing I can do
anymore
crying every day when I hold my breath
spinning out in space pressing up my chest
I don't wanna lose control
sometimes I still think it's coming
but I know it's not
trying to breathe in and then out
but the air gets caught you
even though I'm older
knowing I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it
if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
nothing I can do
anymore
trying every day when I hold my breath
spinning out in space pressing up my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know I will never be this strong
without you you've seen how I've grown
you took all my doubts cause you
were home
I don't wanna lose control
there's nothing I can do
anymore
I don't wanna lose control
nothing I can do
anymore
anymore trying every day when I hold my breath
spinning out in space pressing up my chest
I don't wanna lose lose control