I watched a movie by myself

It was funny but I didn’t laugh

I checked my phone but didn’t text

I didn’t sleep I just laid in bed

There’s a moment that you know

Life has changed from here on out

When I wanna talk but it’s not

Enough for me to bother you about

How long will it take

Til it won’t feel like I’m dying every moment I’m awake

How long will it take

When I’m inviting every bad habit I have to try again

Took a ride on a downbound train

Fell asleep but I didn’t dream

I thought I heard you but it wasn’t you

I ran straight home with nothing to come home to I rain straight home with nothing to come home to

How long will it take

Til it won’t feel like I’m dying every moment I’m awake How long will it take

When I’m inviting every bad habit I have to try again

How long will it take

Til it won’t feel like I’m dying every moment I’m awake How long will it take

When I’m inviting every bad habit I have to try again To try again

I’ll try again