SOULSOUP - Kuraiinu
Lyrics by:Satoshi Fujihara
Composed by:Satoshi Fujihara
A miserable taste that simmers inside its bowl
It's a broth that leaves you lost for words
It is a dish that sadly all of us drink
Whether we know it or we haven't got the faintest idea
Throw in a pinch of loathing or laziness
Stir it round until it's all combined
And now I find that
I've been all but blind to everything bubbling round
Dang'rous colours swirling without a sound
Breath it all in
The scent of a lonely life floating up into the open air
And in the silverware a person just like me
But someone that is sorrier than I've ever seen
"You're not good enough" the reflection seems to say
And I feel as if I might agree
I shut off all that's not what I need
Bad ideas all those fears
I swallow tears like a habitual chore
All this and more that I used to adore
They're pitiful mem'ries swimming down to my core
"What a taste how absurd"
They crush my dreams without saying a word
Yet now
As I'm grateful for the meal that has been served to me
I just want to return to who I used to be
Shaking in my fingers sweaty stains that linger
Tenderness and agony and all of this regret
Trying to forget but not succeeding yet
The longer I dwell it seems the more that I fail
Pour in my emotions going through the motions
Simmering and sinister and filled until the brim
Until at last every drop is swallowed up yeah
All alone a serving size too large for one
And yet too small it seems for some
So give up
Give in or believe that there's a soup-erpower waiting within
Still I'm all alone
And told that I should stay that way
I know I just can't take the pain
I wouldn't choose a life so blue
Or risk it all and start anew
And miss just one more day with you
So I'm grateful for the meal that I've been served today
Just once I think I'd like to taste it all again
To bring up to the heat a heart that's frozen by a sigh
And give this soup another try aaaaaaaaaah
Shaking in your fingers sweaty stains that linger
Tenderness and agony and all of this regret
I know you're scared to fail and so am I as well
But surrendering now will only swallow you down
Pour in your emotions going through the motions
Simmering and sinister and filled until the brim
If that's what life is all about
Our tears will only fall if we have doubt
Life is for the living the gift that keeps on giving
Everything you're feeling tip it out and let it go
So splash around
Make that melancholy jolly and forget about the day
Blow your worry away
Drink until you're winning keep those plates on spinning
Toast until the future is as beautiful as you
Give me a dream to believe in
A hope that's as bright as the light within
Until I find it all inside my cup
Only theeen
Until at last every drop is swallowed up
Yeah