You say you're full of ghosts
But one of them is holy
And I do my best to grow
But I never know what you need
That night in October
Struck a fever and I laid with you
Laid with you
And a few years before
On that bathroom floor I prayed with you
Will you take me back
You're the only home I've ever had
I cross my heart and ask why they paint our cross black
I'm unlike anybody
Not in touch with my body
I'm so sick of feeling weak
Dying to know they hold me
Scared of my own body
As strangers living in these jeans
But they say it's me
I'm so sick of me
I wish you could talk
But it's never been that easy
Tell me everything that's off'cause there's comfort in
Just knowing
There's bit in my stomach and my lungs
You know I died for you
Died for you
And heaven being honest it's not your fault
But now I cry for you
Will you take me back
Take me back you're the only home I've ever had
I cross my heart and that's
Why they paint our cross black
I'm unlike anybody
You're not touching my body
I'm so sick of feeling weak
Tights I know they hold me
Scared of my own body
Strangers living in these streets
But they say it's me
I'm so sick of me
Blind to know the old me
Scared of my own body
Like strangers living in these jeans
But they say it's me
I'm so sick of me