FAITHFUL (feat. NLE Choppa) (Explicit) - Macklemore/NLE Choppa
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Composed by:Ben Haggerty/Bryson LaShun Potts/Joshua"Budo" Karp/Tyler Andrews/Tyler Dopps
Feel like I'm running out of time
仿佛时光正从指缝溜走
And the sun won't shine forever forever
而阳光不会永远照耀 永远
I got my mind on my money and my money
满脑子都是金钱与欲望
Man **** it whatever whatever
去他的 管他呢
Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side
有时在阴郁中醒来
I don't even feel like gettin' up
连起身的力气都消散
But this depression on my brain hope it change
但愿这盘踞心头的阴霾终会散去
But the rain ain't lettin' up
可暴雨仍肆虐不休
Can't call it don't know where my head is
思绪混沌难辨方向
Reflectin' on Malcolm and the **** I thought but never said it
想起马尔科姆和那些欲言又止的**念头
To Peter Robin to Kevin all my other friendships
彼得罗宾凯文 所有逝去的友谊
That could have would have should have and then they ended
本可能延续 却终究消散如烟
I isolate between happiness and hopeless
在幸福与绝望间自我放逐
Know what makes it worse
明知深渊在前
Still wanna get loaded
仍渴望沉溺其中
Sometimes I feel like I can't control my choices
有时觉得自己 像失控的提线木偶
And something takes over and I can't turn off the voices
某种力量占据了我 那些声音挥之不去
Sittin' with these thoughts can't escape 'em can't run
深陷思绪无法逃脱 无处可躲
Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun
抽屉里的子弹 我擦拭着手中的枪
They say a day clean is a day won
他们说清醒一天就是胜利
But I'm holdin' on prayin' to a god abandoned
但我仍在祈祷 向被遗弃的神明
Zonin' on the couch starin' at my daughters
瘫在沙发上凝视女儿的照片
Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obsessin' about poppin'
明知屋里有药 却疯狂渴望吞下
Reservations talkin' the push and pull of the conscience
理智与欲望在拉扯 内心交战不休
Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor
或许我该拿起电话 寻求帮助
But don't wanna
却始终不愿拨出
When the Percs don't work Xannies won't calm me down
当药片失效 镇定剂也平复不了
Not enough liquor in the bar w**d growin' in the ground
酒吧的酒不够浇愁 地上杂草丛生
Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out
困在这四面墙里 思绪无处可逃
Wonderin' if my mama have to put her son in the ground
担心母亲终将亲手埋葬她的孩子
We still goin' when the day break
我们仍在黎明时分继续前行
Me and the homies on the same page
和挚友们心意相通
Find me in the whip that's my safe place
车中是我唯一的避风港
Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA
日渐消沉 我急需救赎之光
Need someone to pray for my soul right now
此刻谁能为我的灵魂祈祷
Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds
世界灰暗无光 不见云开雾散
I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down
思绪万千却无从下笔
On my knees questioning God like"Why now"
跪地诘问上苍"为何此刻降临"
I'm lost but I'm found again
迷途之中重见微光
I'm up all night I toss and turn
彻夜辗转难眠
I love my life I got concerns
我热爱生活却满怀忧虑
I've been through Hell on some FML
历经地狱般的煎熬 命运多舛
It's just as well I might lose it
或许终将崩溃也不足为奇
I need some light I need some air
渴望光明 渴求喘息
I might be broken I need repair
破碎的灵魂亟待修补
Don't got the answers think I'm confused
找不到答案 深陷迷途
I asked myself"Who are you"
扪心自问"你究竟是谁"
I need you right now Mack to wake up more than ever
此刻比任何时候都更需要你 Mack 快醒来
Ain't no more w**d alcohol and poppin' pills et cetera
不再沉溺酒精与药丸的迷途
I know these days gettin' rough but they get better
纵使前路艰难 终将云开见月明
It's a cold world let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater
这世界太冰冷 我们该去古驰店买件毛衣
Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter
字字锥心 这封信你定要细读
So I pour my feelings out to you before I go and mail it
在寄出前 我将心事尽数倾注
'Fore I mail it
落笔封缄之前
I don't know what I'm sensin' but I can smell it
虽难言喻 却已嗅到命运气息
When you write me back just tell it
若你回信 请坦诚相告
I'ma soak it up inhale it
我要沉浸其中 深深吸吮这份痛
Inhale it
深深吸吮
Heard you got a daughter well I got one too
听说你有个女儿 我也有个宝贝
And she too beautiful barely see her too
她美好得耀眼 却难得相见
See her too
难得相见
Do you hug her and tie her shoes
你可会为她系鞋带 将她拥在怀间
Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom
她可会映着你的笑靥 如花绽放
Bloom
绽放
Before you load that gun and shoot
在你扣动扳机之前
Just know that she be needin' you
请记住她仍需要你
The best version of you too
需要最好的那个你
Bah
I would write more but my day about to break
本想多写几句 但黎明将至
We can meet up face-to-face
我们可以当面聊聊
Just let me know if that's okay
只要你愿意
We still goin' when the day break
我们仍在黎明时分继续前行
Me and the homies on the same page
和挚友们心意相通
Find me in the whip that's my safe place
车中是我唯一的避风港
That's my safe place too
那方寸天地予我安宁
Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some AA
日渐消沉 我急需救赎之光
I need some AA
渴求重生的力量
Need someone to pray for my soul right now
此刻谁能为我的灵魂祈祷
Everything's looking gray and there's no white clouds
世界灰暗无光 不见云开雾散
I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down
思绪万千却无从下笔
Nothin' to write down too
连只言片语都写不出来
On my knees questioning God like"Why now"
跪地诘问上苍"为何此刻降临"
Why
为何
I'm lost but I'm found again
迷途之中重见微光