Fuck
What do you do when
You realize that your the problem
When you realize that your insecurities
Are pushing everything you love
And everything you care about away
Like
Where do you go
Where do you start
How do you make it better
With someone else
Fuck
Okay
God damn
Like
Yo
All these insecurities need to stop
I need to push them away
Cus they're messin up my fuckin plot
You wanna hold someone
And hold them near and dear
And tell them that you love them
But you know you can't tell them that
Because you know
You can't believe in yourself
You know that you aint worth shit
Or at least that's how you feeling
You look in the mirror
And you're like god damnit
What the fuck is wrong with you
What happened
Why can't you fuckin be okay with yourself
Why don't you feel like you deserve it
You feel like you fuckin earn it
Because they're more upset with you
Because you can't even feel like you deserve their fuckin presence
You always fuckin take it for granted then
That's how it's comin off to them
You just need to realize
Open up
And just tell them
That one day
It'll be ok
Maybe one day
That you may truly be there for me
Or maybe I'm just here too late
Stuck with my insecurities
Stuck with my insecurities
Alright
So what do you do when you blue
When your the reason
That you've hit rock bottom dude
You need to wake up
And realize what to do
But you just realize you gotta
Be sittin there forever
Forever insecure insecurities
Controlling me
I feel like I've got craze anxiety
Just because it's not your fault
That I don't trust nobody
Just so many people have just broken me
I guess I haven't been the same for a long time
Just haven't noticed
Cus nothing important in my life
Has come up like you
It's not right
I know
So I'm sorry
Yea I'm sorry
For everything I put you through my darling
Don't forgive me
I'm sorry for ever having you try to love me