The room feels smaller at night
夜色中房间愈发狭小
When I don’t turn on the light
当我不曾点亮灯光
I sit with what I’ve become
我静坐着面对现在的我
Nothing loud nothing wrong
无声无息 无对无错
I thought I’d miss you more
原以为会更想念你
I thought it would hurt deeper
原以为会痛得更深
But some things leave so slow
但有些事慢慢消逝
You barely feel them go
你几乎感觉不到它们离去
I don’t call this growing up
这并非我所说的成长
I don’t call it giving in
这也不是我所说的妥协
It’s nothing I didn’t know
这些道理我并非不懂
But I didn’t know it then
只是那时我尚未看清
That love can be so quiet
原来爱竟能如此静默
When it finally ends
当它最终走向终结
It’s nothing I didn’t know
这些道理我并非不懂
Just something I couldn’t see
只是那时我未能洞悉
Some truths don’t hit you hard
有些真相并非来势汹汹
They just stay with you
它们只是悄然伴你左右
The streetlight flickers once
街灯曾忽明忽灭一瞬
Then stays the same
随即又归于平静如常
I used to read into signs
我曾执着于解读每个征兆
Now I let them pass
如今任由它们随风而逝
Maybe peace feels like this
或许平静就是这般感受
Not asking why
不再探究缘由
It’s nothing I didn’t know
这些道理我并非不懂
But I didn’t know it then
只是那时我尚未看清
That time doesn’t take things back
时光从不将过往收回
It just lets them rest
只是任其静静安息
It’s nothing I didn’t know
这些道理我并非不懂
No blame no proof
无需责备 无需证明
Just a softer way
只是用更温柔的方式
To tell the truth
诉说真相
If this is all it is
若一切仅止于此
I’m okay
我亦安然
Not every chapter needs
并非每个篇章 都需
A different name
冠以别名
It’s nothing I didn’t know
这些道理我并非不懂
But I know it now
只是此刻 才真切明了
Some things don’t break your heart
有些事 不会让你心碎
They just calm it down
只是让它归于平静
I turn off the light
我熄灭灯光
And let it be
任其自然流淌