You know sometimes the hardest thing to get over
你可曾知晓,有时最难释怀的
isn't what somebody did to you
并非他人对你所为
It's what all that hurt quietly convinced you to believe about yourself
而是那些伤痛,悄无声息地,让你对自己深信不疑的认知
You smile like you've always smiled
你依旧微笑如常
Everybody thinks you're doing alright
所有人都以为你过得很好
But when you get home and close that door
但当你回到家,关上那扇门
You cry until sometimes the weight of it all
你哭泣,直到有时,这一切的重量
Makes it hard just to breathe
让你连呼吸都变得困难
The hardest part wasn't losing them
最痛的并非是失去那些人
it was losing
而是失去了
The person you used to be
那个曾经的自己
Now every time somebody gets too close
如今 每当有人试图靠近
You pull away
你便会退缩
Every time your heart starts hoping
每当你的心开始燃起希望
You get afraid
你便会感到恐惧
Not because you don't want love
并非因为你不渴望爱
But because you're afraid to be broken again
只因你害怕再次受伤
You keep expecting something to go wrong
你总在担心,一切终将走向失落
You've been carrying yesterday for way too long
你背负着昨日的重负,太久太久
Somebody else's choices became your fears
他人的抉择,却成了你心底的恐惧
And somewhere in all that hurt you forgot
在伤痛深处,你渐渐迷失了
Who you used to be
曾经的模样
Then one day someone stays
直到某日,有人为你停留
They don't run when they see scars
他们看见伤痕也不逃离
They don't ask you to be somebody else
他们不会要求你成为别人
They just love you
他们只是爱着你
Until one morning you look in the mirror
直到某个清晨 你望向镜中的自己
And see the person you thought you'd lost forever
看到那个你曾以为永远失去的自己
Maybe the next time somebody gets close
也许下一次 当有人靠近
You won't pull away
你将不再逃离
Maybe your heart will believe again
也许你的心会重拾信任
Because one day someone will love you
因为总有一天 会有人爱着你
So completely you'll stop believing
你将彻底不再相信一切
The lies the hurt told you
那些伤痛曾对你编造的谎言
And you'll remember
然后你将记起
Who you used to be
曾经的自己