制作:阿Sir
演唱:琉璃夜
I thought I'd be further by now
But here I am same couch different year
Got good at saying "I'm fine"out loud
Even taught myself to believe it here and there
Remember when we thought forever meant no end
Turns out forever is just today
Repeating itself in different ways
And I'm not mad I'm just tired of pretending
I don't need a reason why
Sometimes things just say goodbye
Not with a bang not with a fight
Just fading overnight
And I'm falling through
The cracks between what was and what I knew
Holding onto nothing but holding on
Maybe that's where I belong
Falling through
The quiet after losing you
Not crying not okay just somewhere in between
Falling through the in-between
I took your number out my phone last week
Not because I'm angry just so I wouldn't call at 3 AM
When the city's asleep and my thoughts are too loud
And I forget that we're not "we"anymore
Some nights I still set the table for two
Then laugh at myself then leave the plate there
Just in case just in case you show up
But you won't I know you won't
I don't need a reason why
Sometimes things just say goodbye
Not with a bang not with a fight
Just fading overnight
And I'm falling through
The cracks between what was and what I knew
Holding onto nothing but holding on
Maybe that's where I belong
Falling through
The quiet after losing you
Not crying not okay just somewhere in between
Falling through the in-between
Do you ever think of me
Not like I used to
Do you ever miss the way we were
I miss who I was with you
But you can't go back
You can't go back
You can only fall through
Falling through
Maybe that's enough