Psst ay yo are you afraid to die
Or do you wanna live forever
Tell me
What's wrong
They wanna bury me
I'm worried
I'm losing my mind
Look down the barrel of my nine
And my vision is blurry
Falling to pieces am i guilty
I pray to the lord but he ignores me
Unfortunately because i'm guilty
Show me a miracle i'm hopeless
I'm choking on m*******a smoke
With every toke is
Like i'm losing focus
Falling asleep while i'm in service
When will i die
Forever paranoid nervous
Because i'm high
Don't mention funerals i'm stressing and going nutty
And remincing about the niggas that murdered my buddy
I wonder when will i be happy
Ain't nothing funny
Flashbacks of busting caps
Anything for money
Where am i going i've discovered
Can't understand
Why my next door nieghbor is having carloads of undercovers
What a suprise in the mailbox
Hope she get it
Happy birthday b**ch you know you shouldn't of did it
Everybodies dying am i next
Who can i trust
Will they be g's and look at me
Before they bust
Or will they kill me while i'm sleeping
Two to the head
While i'm in bed leaking
Blood on my satin sheets
Is there a heaven for a baller
Gettin' susipicious of this b**ch
The line is busy everytime i call her
Now she's telling me to visit
Who else is home
I check the house before i bone
So we alone
After i nut
I hit the highway see ya later
To all the playas watched her fly way
A ni**a played her
B**ch is telling all her homies
That i can f**k her like no other
And now other b**ches wanna bone me
I'm under pressure getting drunk
Somebody help me
I drank a fifth of hennessey
I don't think its healthy
I see my enemies they creeping
Don't make me blast
I watch the 5-0 roll the mutha-f**kas pass
Nod me like they know me
Smiling as they laugh
I put up my middle finger then i dash
Niggas don't like me cuz i'm thugging
And everyday i'm a hustler
Looking to get paid
They wanna bury me i'm worried
No need to lie
I pray to god
I won't scream when its time to fry
No where to rest
I'm losing homies
Ain't that a b**ch
When i was rich i had clout
Now a niggas lonely
I put the pistol to my head
And say a pray
I see visions of me dead
Lord are you there
They tell me i'm lost cuz i'm lonely
I thought i had friends
But in the end
A ni**a dies lonely
No where to run
I'm in terror
And no one cares
A close casket at my funeral
But no one is there
Is there a future for a killer
I change my ways
But still that don't promise me the next day
So i stay thugging with a passion
Forever blasting
I'm busting on you mutha-f**kas when i mash
They wonder if i'm hell bound
Well hell can't be worse than this
Cuz i'm in hell now
Don't make me hurt you
I don't want to but i will
I've seen mutha-f**kas killed over blown deals
Never will i die i'll be back
Re-incarnated as a mutha-f**king mac
Eleven cuz in heaven
There's no shortage on g's
I'm telling you now
You mutha-f**kas don't know me