Please let it end
let it be over
I can not stand being sober
I'm so f*cked up
I got problems
Tell me right now
do you think time will solve them
So much on my mind that I can't think right
I need more drugs to feel alright
I can't feel a thing
but that's okay
Are you still there
Can you take this away
Just keep holding me
I can't believe
I'm hanging on
Pull me out of this
I'm over it
I don't belong
No
I'm not dead yet
I'm losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe
everything is caving in
I won't let it
I keep weighing me down
but this isn't how it ends
I'd regret it
No
I'm not dead yet
I would sleep forever if I could
Do you like that
Cause I would
Can you not hold this over my head
I have many faults
don't remind me again
Just keep holding me
I can't believe
I'm hanging on
Pull me out of this
I'm over it
I don't belong
No
I'm not dead yet
I'm losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe
everything is caving in
I won't let it
I keep weighing me down
but this isn't how it ends
I'd regret it
No
I'm not dead yet
Tell me right now
is this really what you wanted
I don't even care
cause I'm laying at the bottom
Nothing left to give
all my options are exhausted
Yeah
I'm just trying
Tell me right now
is this really what you wanted?
I don't even care
cause I'm laying at the bottom
Nothing left to give
all my options are exhausted
Yeah
I'm just trying to be honest
Yeah
I'm just trying to be honest
Yeah
I'm just trying to be honest
No
I'm not dead yet
I'm losing myself to the darkness in my head
Suffocating
Getting hard to breathe
everything is caving in
I won't let it
I keep weighing me down
but this isn't how it ends
I'd regret it
No
I'm not dead yet
Tell me right now is this really what you wanted
No
I'd regret it
Tell me right now
is this really what you wanted
No
I'm not dead yet