词曲:散修vvst 后期:散修vvst 演唱:散修vvst
I want to hate you but my heart breaks first and cries
多想恨你可心口先一步溃不成堤潸然落泪
Tears dry up leaving nothing but worn-out sighs
泪水终会干涸只剩一声声疲惫叹息
Cling to memories with nowhere safe to hide
困在回忆里辗转寻不到一处容身之地
Trapped in a dead end still dreaming of our ties
前路已是绝境我仍奢望我们还有交集
Later I heard you ve had new lovers side by side
后来听闻你已有新人朝夕相伴
Still I search for flaws to justify my pride
我却拼命找寻借口勉强维系仅剩的体面
Stick movie tickets inside the closet wide
旧电影票静静收在衣柜深处
Pretend that our film never reached its final tide
自欺欺人我们的故事未曾迎来结局
Leaning on whose shoulder you watch rain outside
如今你靠着谁的肩头静看窗外落雨
I grip the worn umbrella drowning deep inside
我紧攥旧伞沉沦在无边孤寂
You win this game departing without a stride
这场感情你赢得干脆转身毫不迟疑
I lose all courage hiding sorrow under wine s tide
我耗尽所有勇气借烈酒掩藏悲戚
I dared not chase you on the day you chose to stride
那日你决意离开我没有勇气追上前去
The umbrella by the door lies still side to side
门口旧伞静静搁置一如往昔
Like my unspoken goodnight held deep inside
藏着那句没能说出口的晚安
Dare not turn back dare not beg you to abide
不敢回头更不敢奢求你为我停留
Soft wind blows fading every bright memory tide
微风拂过冲淡所有温热往昔
Your footsteps leave crushing all our warm allied
你的脚步远去碾碎我们所有温存相依
Silence wraps me tight within this hollow hide
无边寂静将我围困在空洞躯壳里
Regret fills my chest no way forward to confide
满心遗憾万般心事无处倾诉
Night hangs low tearing every bright memory tide
夜幕沉沉撕碎一幕幕美好回忆
Yearnings pile up wandering day and night beside
思念层层堆积日夜萦绕不肯散去
That unspoken goodnight is locked within my inside
那句未说出口的晚安紧锁心底
After parting I endure weariness far and wide
分开之后只剩无尽煎熬与疲惫
You cleared away all luggage everything supplied
你带走所有行囊清空所有痕迹
Yet blank space is flooded with memories amplified
可空旷房间里回忆反而愈发清晰
Your scent still lingers by the window side
窗边仿佛还残留着你的气息
I fold and smooth the old letter tears multiplied
我抚平旧信笺泪水再次决堤
Shredded silhouettes scatter all across the wide
破碎的残影四散飘零
Like a fool clinging to the fading rainy tide
我像个痴人死守这场渐停的雨季
You fly away decisive as a bird outside
你如飞鸟般决然远走高飞
I linger here waiting for blooms that won t abide
我原地驻足等候一场不会盛开的花期
Pain too heavy to utter only me left aside
痛楚沉重难以言喻最后只剩我被遗弃
The moment you turn I shatter into wind wide
你转身的刹那我便消散在风里
Pain too heavy to utter only dreams abide
苦楚无从说起唯有梦境能够相依
Embrace old memories through every winter tide
岁岁寒冬我唯有抱紧旧日回忆
I once dreamed we’d stay embraced side by side
曾幻想我们能够永远相拥相伴
In the end nothing’s left but an empty tide
到头来只剩一片空寂涟漪
Wind scatters every happy moment we supplied
风吹散所有共度的欢喜
Cold winter freezes every beat of passionate tide
凛冬冰封曾经炽热的心跳
Curl up alone through countless midnight tide
无数深夜我独自蜷缩一隅
Review your silhouette time and time beside
一遍遍回想你的身影
Knowing obsession leads nowhere far and wide
明知执念终是一场空
Still I cannot let go cannot cast it aside
却始终无法释怀难以放下
Photos in the drawer are covered over by grime
抽屉里的相片蒙上尘埃
That old cinema no longer shares our time
那家影院再也没有我们的身影
Raindrops tap the glass like you ask in rhyme
雨滴敲打窗玻璃似轻声问询
Why do I remain someone who waits all the time
为何我还在原地日复一日等候
I thought my tears would slowly fade with time
原以为眼泪会随时间慢慢干涸
Yet every thought of you deepens the climb
可每次想起你心痛愈发难以挣脱
The old umbrella waits by the door for sunshine
旧伞倚在门边静静等候天晴
As if I m trapped on the day you left still confined
仿佛永远困在你离去的那一天无法逃离
Can t learn to hate yet can t leave all behind
学不会恨你又无法放下过往
Pain too heavy to utter winter s all I find
千般苦楚难以言说满目只剩寒冬
Embrace old memories through every dream’s design
每个梦里依旧紧抱着往昔
If time could rewind I’d hold you first and bind
倘若时光能够倒流我定会紧紧抱住你
Speak every silent word lingering in my mind
把心底所有未说的话尽数告知你
But you’ve wandered far your shadow faint and fine
可你早已远去身影朦胧遥不可及
Only this room and my unawakened heart remain mine
只剩这间空房与一颗不肯清醒的心
Yet every deep night my chest tightens in decline
每至深夜心口总会阵阵窒息
As if someone gently knocks the door’s outline
恍惚间似有人轻轻叩响门扉
Wind subsides leaves drift down in a slant line
晚风渐息落叶缓缓斜飘落地
Cold winter still coils around this heart of mine
凛冬依旧缠绕着我的心底
While I persist rooted in the same borderline
我固执停留守在原地寸步不移
Evening wind rises tearing a dream’s design
晚风再起击碎一场美好的梦境
After winter passes loneliness is all mine
寒冬落幕之后陪伴我的唯有孤寂
Memories embrace me through the rest of my time
往后余生唯有回忆与我相依
Scattered with the wind all things fade into decline
万般往事随风飘散慢慢归于沉寂