TONYA (Explicit) - BROCKHAMPTON
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
词:Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood
曲:Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood
Mother I am sorry I never pick up
妈妈对不起 我总是拒接你的电话
Mmm mhm
Because I'm afraid to disappoint
只因害怕让你失望
Ooh oh no
Oh no
不要这样
And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
我总觉得自己不再像从前那般重要
And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
我总觉得自己不再像从前那般重要
We were sat outside on the hardwood floor
我们曾坐在硬木地板上
With our feet in dirt and our hearts in awe
双脚沾满泥土 心中充满敬畏
I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls
我辗转难眠 想着那些未接来电
And I see the names circling our thoughts
看着那些名字在我们思绪中盘旋
And I think about if we lose it all
我在想如果我们失去一切
And I turn to s**t that you never want
我就会沉溺于你厌恶的事物
Like the smoke the drink anything at all
比如烟酒 或是任何能麻痹我的东西
And I'll say again sorry I don't call
我再次道歉 原谅我不常联系
There's no money on my mind but my money or my mind
金钱与理智间 我心中已无牵挂
What's the first to fall
但何者会先崩塌
Never wanted this yeah
从未真正渴望这一切啊
And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
我总觉得自己不再像从前那般重要
And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
我总觉得自己不再像从前那般重要
Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts
有时现实锋利得刺骨
Like when Auntie couldn't decide
就像姑妈当年挣扎抉择
Between going to work or church
该去工作还是去教堂祷告
I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt
我独自在荒岛 深陷情绪泥沼
I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt
兄弟的谎言 只为护我脆弱心跳
I said I'll try vacation and I'll try to run away
说要逃离一切 试着远走他乡
I deleted Facebook I'll trade fame any day
删除社交网络 名利皆可抛
For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate
只求德州小院 飘着烤肉香
I'll switch my place if that's good for you is that good for you
若你愿意 我愿与你交换人生
My ghost still haunt you my life is I Tonya
如影随形的幽灵 我是冰上托尼娅
A big eyed monster only face to conquer
睁大眼睛的怪物 只为征服而活
I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'
我曾厌恶那些歌颂名利的歌曲 因为那些毫无意义
Until them headlines came then first flight I'm jumpin'
直到头条新闻出现 我立刻搭乘最早航班逃离
And maybe it means nothing
也许这一切都毫无意义
But I have to say I think about you often
但我必须承认 我时常想起你
And if you want no part with me
若你已不愿与我有关联
I'll walk away I know that I have wronged you
我会默默离开 深知自己亏欠了你
And maybe it means nothing
也许这一切都毫无意义
But I have to say I think about you often
但我必须承认 我时常想起你
And if you want no part with me
若你已不愿与我有关联
I'll walk away I know that I have wronged you
我会默默离开 深知自己亏欠了你
I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been
独自飞往从未踏足的远方
Too many times without my sister and my brother
太多旅程没有兄妹在身旁
Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit
父母虽未同行 但灵魂始终相伴
I always hear it I know they feel it
我总能听见 他们无声的牵挂
My mom will always have these dreams that keep her up at night
母亲总被梦境纠缠夜不能寐
I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time
我吞吐烟雾驱散阴霾 争分夺秒
I'm void of feelin'
我已麻木无感
The reasons I'm so out of touch now start revealin'
如今疏离的缘由 正逐渐浮现
But I'm not ashamed I'm not afraid of who I am
但我无愧于心 无畏面对真实的自己
Or how I trust my mental yeah it's not perfect
纵使思绪并非完美无缺
But I guess that's just the s**t life I'm into
这或许就是我注定的人生轨迹
I fantasize about a time when everything was simple
我总怀念那段纯真岁月
My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to
家的庇护让我逃避了应尽的责任
The way it stands to me
这就是我的现状
A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family
在友情与亲情中 我成了斯德哥尔摩症患者
What's costin' your time
是什么在消耗你的时光
What's the reason that you whine
又是什么让你满腹牢骚
What's in your wallet
你的钱包里装着什么
Dead whites in mine
我的只剩苍白
So sour in this light of lime
在这酸涩的青柠光线下
Daddy said "study hard or get that cash"
父亲说"要么苦读 要么去赚钱"
Mommy said "your career ain't gon' last"
母亲说"你的事业终将昙花一现"
Loose change call a cab move out their pad
零钱打车搬离他们屋檐
I just want a chance to move past my past
我只想跨越旧日阴霾
Don't think too fast private jets still crash
别想得太快 私人飞机也会坠毁
And I'll still fly coach and I'll still hit a roach
我仍坐经济舱 仍会拍死蟑螂
And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at
仍会在父母家看见蟑螂游荡
Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man
触碰你梦想前别来挑衅我
Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it
总得有人说真话 那就由我来讲