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3 AM the phone screen's on
凌晨三点手机屏幕幽幽亮着
Scrolling through our past like some old film roll
翻看旧日片段像在播一卷过期胶卷
Saw that clip I knew you'd love
看见那段你曾最爱的短片
I almost hit "send"to you
手指差点就按下发给你
Then I realized your name's long gone
才想起你的名字早被删去
From my friend list it's true
从我的好友列表里彻底消失
On your birthday the news came in all wrong
你生日那天传来的消息全是不堪
My worst mistakes found you when you weren't strong
我最糟的过错偏偏在你最脆弱时伤了你
You said "When I needed you you were never there"
你说"我需要你时你从未在身边"
But the worst of me showed up perfectly on time perfectly unfair
可我最不堪的一面却准时出现残忍得恰到好处
We fought for months about that lockdown spring
封城那个春天我们为那件事争吵了好几个月
You said "Was it medicine or a secret thing"
你问"那是药还是你瞒着我的秘密"
I said "Just a friend's help not what you think it was"
我说"只是朋友帮忙不是你想的那样"
But your trust was like a fever pill
可你的信任像退烧药片
Once the fever's down you never find the buzz
烧一退那点温热便再无处寻觅
I made a mistake such a hurting mistake
是我犯下大错伤你至深的错
Carved a scar in your kindness a wound that won't shake
在你温柔心底刻下疤痕一道永不消退的伤口
Every word I said just sounded like an excuse
我说的每句话听来都只是拙劣借口
But this heart this heart's still trying to break loose
可这颗心这颗心仍妄想着挣脱枷锁
It's been so long not a single sign
过了太久连一点音讯也没有
Words rot in my gut turn to sighs not lines
话烂在肚子里化作叹息而非字句
I still see those gentle eyes of yours
仍记得你那双温柔眼睛
The only stars I found in my darkest rooms
是我最黑暗岁月里唯一看见过的星光
But now I'm staring at a dead phone screen
可如今我只盯着熄灭的手机屏
Like a man staring at a tomb
像个男人呆望一座坟冢
I made a mistake such a hurting mistake
是我犯下大错伤你至深的错
Carved a scar in your kindness a wound that won't shake
在你温柔心底刻下疤痕一道永不消退的伤口
Every sorry I said just sounded like an excuse
每句对不起听来都只是拙劣借口
But this heart this heart's still trying to break loose
可这颗心这颗心仍妄想着挣脱枷锁
Stop with the self-serving words they don't heal a thing
别再说那些自我感动的话它们治愈不了任何事
They only pick the scab they only make it sting
只会揭开结痂让旧伤更加刺痛
Tail lights fading stretching a man full of regret
尾灯渐远映出一个满心悔恨的人
I'm finally learning how to live with just the silhouette
终于学着习惯只与你的轮廓共存
Wherever you are please take good care
无论你在何处请好好照顾自己
Don't waste your tears on a man who wasn't there
别为那个缺席的男人浪费眼泪
Number saved and deleted again and again
号码存了又删删了又存
What I owe you darling isn't just one "I love you"
我欠你的亲爱的绝非一句"我爱你"
It's a clean decent man
而是一个干净体面的男人
A man you could've brought home to your friends
一个你本可坦然带回家介绍给朋友的男人
And told them "Look this one's true"
对他们说"看这个人是真心的"