Lying to me
Was my greatest mistake
I want to be holy
I want to be fake
I want to pretend
I can be the best
At healing
From family shit and my ex
And therapy taught me
It's ok to be upset
But I'm way too scared
To sound like my dad
So I'm trying to pet
Every single leech
I put on my body
To draw out some bleach
It's the recoil of a fire
That will burn my lungs in flames
The prediction of a burial
So I'm creaming my blame
Coz I know
You'll leave me alone tonight
You'll leave me alone tonight
How many times
Do we have to repeat
The cycle of anger
That starts when we're kids?
I say it's my emotional pedigree
Coz I will foresee every single leak
It's over my possibilities
I'm breaking up
With my epiphanies
It seems everyone
Is just here to quit
So please don't be mad
If I'm trying to be mean
And it sucks to be a liar
But it seems
I've been the flame
So I'm escaping
In white terry socks
Over a mountain
To beat up my face
So baby
Just leave me alone, tonight
Just leave me alone, tonight