Still Losing Feeling - Aliza
Late night quiet
I don't know why I still miss you
It used to feel like heaven in my bed
Now it's just a shadow in my head
I replay the words you never meant
Like a movie I can't turn off again
You said forever like it wasn't deep
Like it wouldn't cut me in my sleep
Funny how the heart will still defend
Someone who don't know how to stay till the end
And I'm tired of pretending I'm okay
When I'm breaking in a pretty way
I keep smiling just to keep the peace
But you're the reason I can't breathe
I'm still losing feelings for you
But it's taking way too long
I keep reaching for your name
Even when I know you're gone
Yeah I'm still losing feelings for you
Like smoke fading in my room
I don't love you like I used to
But I'm not over you
I don't hate you I just hate the truth
How you made me doubt my corner of view
Had me thinking I was hard to love
When you just didn't try hard enough
Now I wear my silence like perfume
Acting like I never needed you
But the moment that the lights go low
I still feel you like a ghost I chose
And I'm tired of fighting what I feel
Trying not to let it be real
I keep saying I'll be fine
But your memory takes its time
I'm still losing feelings for you
But it's taking way too long
I keep reaching for your name
Even when I know you're gone
Yeah I'm still losing feelings for you
Like smoke fading in my room
I don't love you like I used to
But I'm not over you
Baby I miss the way I was
Before I gave you all my trust
Before your love became a lesson
Before your touch became a question
And I swear I'm almost letting go
But you move so damn slow
I'm halfway out halfway in
Trying not to fall again
I'm still losing feelings for you
But it's taking way too long
I keep reaching for your name
Even when I know you're gone
Yeah I'm still losing feelings for you
Like smoke fading in my room
I don't love you like I used to
But I'm not over you
Not over you
But I'm getting there
Yeah I'm getting there