Critical(feat. Masetti & Dubbs) - The Jokerr
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I'm critical of everything that I do
我对自己所做的一切都严苛批判
The words are like my weapon I write it
文字化作武器 我写下它们
It comes true
终将实现
I'm mad and I'm insane I worry I couldn't change
我愤怒又疯狂 担忧自己无法改变
From the moment I remember the memories
从记起那些
That I once knew
曾经熟知的记忆开始
There's something inside of me that I'll never know
内心深处有永远无法参透的谜
While other's are fine with nine to five's
当别人安于朝九晚五的生活
While flippin' burgers and fries
在煎着汉堡薯条时
I'm trying to keep alive the dreams
我努力维系着儿时的梦想
When I was five to strive to be forever known
五岁时就立志要名留青史
And I ain't talkin' money and the fame
我说的不是金钱与名利
I know that it's all the same
我知道这些都一样
Getting caught up in the game
深陷这场游戏之中
I never thought it would be easy
我从未想过会如此简单
I don't wanna complain
但也不愿过多抱怨
I know life is more than music
我明白生活不止音乐
But to me it's the same
但对我而言却别无二致
And now it's all that I have
如今它成为我仅有的全部
No one left to remind me
再无人提醒我
The future is brighter
未来本应更加光明
Than what I'm leaving behind me
胜过我所抛弃的过往
Like I'm living so blindly
我却如盲者般蹒跚前行
But now that I see I got nobody else
此刻才惊觉自己孑然一身
To blame but me
只能怪我自己
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
Wondering how that it got so far
困惑这一切怎会发展到如此地步
Tearing my down right from the start
从一开始就在摧毁自己
When will I learn that it's not my fault?
何时才能明白这不是我的错
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
I've never been so afraid of myself
从未如此畏惧真实的自己
And I'm too proud to ask for help
却又骄傲得不愿寻求帮助
Guess I gotta work with the cards I'm dealt
只能接受命运发来的牌
Why am I so critical?
为何我如此苛责自己
Why do I do this to myself?
为何要这般折磨自己
Can't begin to imagine what it's doing to my health
不敢想象这如何侵蚀我的健康
When I sit in this room
当我独坐房间
Stressing for hours on this audio
为这段旋律煎熬数小时
Picking apart to start loosing myself
在拆解中逐渐迷失自我
And what's funny is when you hear it
可笑的是当你聆听时
If you listen it seems all the doubt
若你细听 会发现所有疑虑
And insecurity is missing from me
与我内心的不安都已消散
It's like when I'm behind this mic
仿佛当我手握麦克风时
It's a different me
便成了另一个自己
Or I guess I'm just projecting
或许我只是在投射
What I wish I could be
那个理想中的模样
I'm like the kid at fourteen
就像十四岁的少年
Who doesn't think he can make the team
总担心自己无法入选球队
Even though his friends
尽管他的朋友们说
Say he's set up for the major leagues
他注定要进入职业联盟
The kid who let somebody tinker with his crazy dream
那个任由别人摆布疯狂梦想的少年
Who never believed
从不相信
That being himself is the way to be
做自己才是正确的方式
But if you took it away I bet
但若夺走这一切
I wouldn't be the same over confident
我定不会如此盲目自信
That put me in the cage
正是这份自负将我囚禁
So I should probably acknowledge it
或许我该坦然面对这一切
And capture it's wealth
把握其中的珍贵
Run with and stop asking myself
勇往直前 别再追问自己
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
Wondering how that it got so far
困惑这一切怎会发展到如此地步
Tearing my down right from the start
从一开始就在摧毁自己
When will I learn that it's not my fault?
何时才能明白这不是我的错
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
I've never been so afraid of myself
从未如此畏惧真实的自己
And I'm too proud to ask for help
却又骄傲得不愿寻求帮助
Guess I gotta work with the cards I'm dealt
只能接受命运发来的牌
Why am I so
为何我总这般
I've never been concerned
镁光灯下的重压
With the pressure of the limelight
从未扰动我心绪
I've only been about only getting my own mind right
只执着于修补破碎的思绪
I'm broken record player
像卡顿的老唱片机
In from a cracked mirror in the basement
从地下室破碎的镜中浮现
Of the house that I burnt down
那栋被我亲手焚毁的旧屋
I've been the ball and the chain
我既是囚徒 亦是镣铐
Dragging from the shackle on the ankle of my brain
拖着禁锢思维的沉重锁链
While my self-sabotaging ass laughs
而自我毁灭的我在暗处
In the background
发出讥讽的笑声
Let me tell you all what I've learned now
让我诉说领悟的真相
Worst than being a fraud is being real
比虚伪更可怕的 是真实的自己
With the ****** up self image of your own skill
面对自己扭曲的才能认知
When good is never good
当优秀永远不够优秀
God I need pill my obsession
天啊 我需要药物来平复执念
Is the definition of over kill and
这简直是过度苛求的定义
When I get my confidence shakin'
当我的信心开始动摇
I turn it up a notch and get to over compentatin'
我便变本加厉地过度补偿
Am I honest when I tell you
我向你坦白时是否真诚
That I have nothing to hide
声称自己毫无隐瞒
Or am I trying to fix something inside?
还是我试图修补内心的创伤?
Why am I so critical critical
为何我如此苛责 如此严苛
Wondering how that it got so far
困惑这一切怎会发展到如此地步
Tearing my down right from the start
从一开始就在摧毁自己
When will I learn that it's not my fault?
何时才能明白这不是我的错
Why am I so critical critical
为何我如此苛责 如此严苛
I've never been so afraid of myself
从未如此畏惧真实的自己
And I'm too proud to ask for help
却又骄傲得不愿寻求帮助
Guess I gotta work with the cards I'm dealt
只能接受命运发来的牌
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
Wondering how that it got so far
困惑这一切怎会发展到如此地步
Tearing my down right from the start
从一开始就在摧毁自己
When will I learn that it's not my fault?
何时才能明白这不是我的错
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
I've never been so afraid of myself
从未如此畏惧真实的自己
And I'm too proud to ask for help
却又骄傲得不愿寻求帮助
Guess I gotta work with the cards I'm dealt
只能接受命运发来的牌
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
Wondering how that it got so far
困惑这一切怎会发展到如此地步
Tearing my down right from the start
从一开始就在摧毁自己
When will I learn that it's not my fault?
何时才能明白这不是我的错
Why am I so critical? critical
为何我如此苛责 如此挑剔
I've never been so afraid of myself
从未如此畏惧真实的自己
And I'm too proud to ask for help
却又骄傲得不愿寻求帮助
Guess I gotta work with the cards I'm dealt
只能接受命运发来的牌
Why am I so critical?
为何我如此苛责自己