I’m dancing on the ledge, yeah, I love the fall
(我在悬崖边缘起舞,是的,我迷恋那坠落的瞬间)
Screaming at the silence, staring at the wall
(对着死寂嘶吼,与冰冷的墙壁对视)
It’s a beautiful nightmare, sweet misery
(这是一场绝美的梦魇,一种甜蜜的凄惨)
I’m high on the sorrow, come and bleed with me
(悲伤令我迷醉,来吧,与我一同淌血)
(Yeah!)
(耶!)
I feel so alive when I want to die
(当渴望毁灭的那一刻,我才真切感到活着)
Laughing through the tears, look me in the eye
(在泪光中狂笑,看着我的眼睛)
It’s a twisted paradise, mental suicide
(这扭曲的乐园,是一场精神的自戕)
Nowhere to run, and there's nowhere to hide
(无路可逃,亦无处藏身)
Pop another pill just to numb the brain
(再吞下一粒药片,只为麻痹这大脑)
Static in my head like the pouring rain
(颅内的杂音,如暴雨般倾盆而下)
Scroll through the phone, see a ghost in the glass
(划动着手机,看见屏幕倒影里苍白的幽灵)
Waiting for the hours and the days to pass
(麻木地等待着,任凭时日虚度)
I’m a glitch in the system, a defect, a mess
(我是系统的乱码,是次品,是一团糟)
Suffocating heavy in this deep distress
(在这深沉的痛楚中,感到沉重的窒息)
Voices getting louder, saying "Let it go"
(脑海中的声音愈发喧嚣,叫嚣着“放手吧”)
I’m sinking to the bottom, moving slow-mo
(我正沉入深渊,像慢动作般缓缓下坠)
I’m dancing on the ledge, yeah, I love the fall
(我在悬崖边缘起舞,是的,我迷恋那坠落的瞬间)
Screaming at the silence, staring at the wall
(对着死寂嘶吼,与冰冷的墙壁对视)
It’s a beautiful nightmare, sweet misery
(这是一场绝美的梦魇,一种甜蜜的凄惨)
I’m high on the sorrow, come and bleed with me
(悲伤令我迷醉,来吧,与我一同淌血)
(Yeah!)
(耶!)
I feel so alive when I want to die
(当渴望毁灭的那一刻,我才真切感到活着)
Laughing through the tears, look me in the eye
(在泪光中狂笑,看着我的眼睛)
It’s a twisted paradise, mental suicide
(这扭曲的乐园,是一场精神的自戕)
Nowhere to run, and there's nowhere to hide
(无路可逃,亦无处藏身)
Switch up, look up, now I’m feeling manic
(切换,抬头,躁狂的野兽已苏醒)
Heart beating fast, yeah, I’m in a panic
(心脏剧烈狂跳,是的,我陷入了恐慌)
Adrenaline rushing, I’m burning the sky
(肾上腺素飙升,我要燃尽这片苍穹)
I don’t need a reason, I don’t need a why
(不需要理由,也不需要任何解释)
Pain is a drug and I’m taking the dose
(痛苦是我的毒药,我正甘之如饴地服下)
Cut off the friends that were keeping me close
(斩断了那些试图靠近我的羁绊)
I’m king of the ashes, I’m lord of the waste
(我是灰烬中的王,我是废墟的主宰)
This bitter destruction is all I can taste!
(这苦涩的毁灭,是我唯一能尝到的滋味!)
(Yeah, yeah, break it down!)
(耶,耶,彻底崩坏!)
I’m dancing on the ledge, yeah, I love the fall
(我在悬崖边缘起舞,是的,我迷恋那坠落的瞬间)
Screaming at the silence, staring at the wall
(对着死寂嘶吼,与冰冷的墙壁对视)
It’s a beautiful nightmare, sweet misery
(这是一场绝美的梦魇,一种甜蜜的凄惨)
I’m high on the sorrow, come and bleed with me
(悲伤令我迷醉,来吧,与我一同淌血)
(Yeah!)
(耶!)
I feel so alive when I want to die
(当渴望毁灭的那一刻,我才真切感到活着)
Laughing through the tears, look me in the eye
(在泪光中狂笑,看着我的眼睛)
It’s a twisted paradise, mental suicide
(这扭曲的乐园,是一场精神的自戕)
Nowhere to run, and there's nowhere to hide
(无路可逃,亦无处藏身)
Nowhere to hide...
(无处可藏...)
Just... empty.
(只剩... 虚无。)