been scrolling through old pics again
can't help but wonder where you went
your coffee cup still on my desk
messages left on read, I guess
all these notifications
but none from you
empty conversations
what am I supposed to do
I'm still here
waiting for your reply
I'm still here
watching time go by
thought we had forever
now I'm just... whatever
I'm still here
your playlist keeps showing up
in my recommended stuff
spotify knows what I don't wanna know
that you moved on, time to let go
all these notifications
but none from you
empty conversations
what am I supposed to do
I'm still here
waiting for your reply
I'm still here
watching time go by
thought we had forever
now I'm just... whatever
I'm still here
yo, been hitting refresh like it's my job
checking if you're online, feeling like a slob
Instagram stories show you living your best life
while I'm here overthinking every text we used to write
double-tapping posts from way back when
wondering if you even think about me again
friends keep saying "bro you gotta move on"
but my heart's still stuck on when we were strong
algorithms keep suggesting that I block you
but I can't bring myself to, what would that prove
so I'm trapped in this cycle of hope and regret
scrolling through memories I can't forget
they say the internet never forgets
but sometimes I wish it would, no regrets
just peace of mind and a fresh start
instead of carrying pieces of your broken heart
seen your status change to "active"
but you don't hit me back
guess I'm just too passive
for the love we used to have
I'm still here
waiting for your reply
I'm still here
watching time go by
thought we had forever
now I'm just... whatever
I'm still here
(still here)
I'm still here
(still here)
but maybe it's time to disappear